If they're actually giving me a mil for it they obviously have no sense of negotiation, I'd go lower.
I'm not attracted to males.
They say the worst thing about this kind of "rape" is that it's going to feel good. Physically. Mentally you'll be in a panic or pain, but he's gonna give it to you good and as much as you hate to admit it it's going to feel kinda nice physically here and there.
This is what actually hurts the most, so most rape victims say. It's what violates you mentally, rather than physically.