Poor kid it souunds like.....you realize on a forum with so many folks, there are going to be different camps of opinions....you keep asking the same thing, and folks from both camps will chime in, and you are geting stressed about it....pick a protocol, and run with it...maybe next time you cycle, try the other method....or read up as much as possible on your own using a search engine on this site and others, than pick a plan and stick with it....take notes for yourself so you know next time if you try it a different route at a different dose, you can compare what worked better for YOU individually...
and yea, bro you just started wow you need some patience......focus on your diet and working out hard and with proper programming, the pills arent gonna be miracle workers...