One might garner sympathy but it also carries the stigma of being damaged, and mentally unbalanced, and its shameful. Its a terrible, mean, hateful thing to do to someone. He knew what he was doing, he chose to do it along with everything else he chose over and over again to use as a weapon to hurt me on purpose. I know enough to know he is dangerous and he seriously injured her. I don't want to rehabilitate him; I want nothing to do with him. I'm no Florence Nightingale.
QT - I don't consider victim a dirty word, and that's what I consider myself when I think about my interactions with him. I was manipulated, I wasn't able to choose freely with all the facts. I should have done a background check, but I didn't, that was my fault but I was definitely manipulated and deceived. I wasn't referring to you, in fact I could never understand how everything with you guys was fine and he treated me so terribly..but it is what it is.
In the mugshots I edited out his name. I told Ledhead, a female member who I won't name unless she wants me to, and bigpokey before I posted the report, name edited out. I later told superdave and miplank (name edited out) when they asked and then stopped responding when people asked me for them. I don't remember sending anything to anyone else, I just made it sound like I did. I might have sent it to more, but it wasn't like I was sending them to everyone, I just made it sound like I did.
I know I was wrong, I've admitted that a million times but I can say w/o conviction that from my experience with him he is evil. I will judge him as so and I will carry whatever consequences my higher power hands down to me for judging him in that manner. If you guys think I should be banned for breaking the rules to be fair, then I will take whatever punishment you think I deserve. I thought by not posting them on the forum I was following the rules. I wasn't intentionally breaking rules, but I can acknowledge now that I did, and I'm sorry.