Hello guys, sorry I wasn't so specific with the details on my decision. I do realize how important this info is to the forum. I was just so frustrated and overwhelmed....well for me the thing is the metal thing start around week 2 when I noticed my body is reacting different, but different in a good way! In the gym I didn't notice any strength or stamina but did notice my pumps were faster bigger and stood longer , plus I'm very vascular already but the way I was looking on this stuff was great! My appetite started to grow and I wasn't able to fill myself up no matter how much I ate. I would be hungry within an hour or 45mins. I looked at the scale after week 3 because I started to feel a lot bigger, and boom I was up almost 13lbs I was happy as hell! Because my main agenda was to try and put on at least 8lbs or so. This was good. But then the weight kept going up until this day I feel as if I'm putting on a pound a day. I know most people would be happy with this but not me. I've always been the smaller lean guy around and now all of a sudden I'm getting jact at the age of 30 everybody around me is accusing me of being on gear, there are a few friends that I tell the truth but some people I didn't want to know about this. Then some sides came and that's where the mental thing took over. I started getting nipple sensitivity and a lil puffiness. Then my joints start aching from just a normal day of work gym or baseball practice. And I admit I'm the biggest hypochondriac in the world so you can only imagine what has been going on in my head. I looked into every lil thing I was going through and found the worst possible answers which scared me into stopping. Plus I just could do it anymore waking up extra early in the morning to inject myself it was so uncomfortable I was so nervous every injection hoping I would do anything wrong it caused me anxiety the day before jab and the day after. I felt guilty everyday mostly when around my teammates. It just took a major toll on me. Don't get me wrong I don't think there anything wrong about people using this stuff. I won't rule out ever trying it again. I just think I was never ready mentally. I can only imagine what I'm going to go through in pct, god help me

this why I'm hoping somebody can guid me to the perfect pct for my situation. I'm wait till 3-31-14 to start as that will have been 14day since last injection. Bunch of u guys have been kind to give me layouts but everybody give me lists of so many different products now I'm not sure what to go with. I already have this things aromasin nolva clomid which I dnt want to use. N2guard hcgen not the es ostarine gw s4. Heard great things about unleashed but do I run that with hcgen as well? Note I'm on hcgen for 2weeks already.
Thanks for reading and thank you for any info given or to be given. I love this forum a lot of great people here great to talk to. It really has made this situation bearable for me