Regrets...?

[JonnyRingo007]

Does anyone here regret starting, using, or experimenting with aas? I've got enough juice for many cycles to come thru my connect, just scared to head down that road. Curious to know if being on and off, the ups and downs, training naturally off cycle, or loosing gains leading to blasting and cruising, has caused anyone to wish they never started? Feel free to chime in with any of your stories it'd be greatly appreciated. I love working out, been consistent with training for 11 years straight except after two injuries that required surgery. Want to go to the next level but am afraid once I train enhanced, I'll be a juicer for life. I can't see myself ever quiting after starting. Even if my use went to trt to put me in the high end of normal.
Any mental issues that are plaguing you guys that currently use that are detrimental to your daily activity?
Gf, work, fear of being small again, no life outside of gym...anything
32yo
6'1"
225lbs

 

[zmyj88]

None whatsoever

 

[bigorse]

being young and getting on means i may not be able to have kids which is something i did want. medically i didnt have a choice though.

 

[Oxbow-]

Aas have put me in hell so many times. The first 10 deca weeks I did shut me so hard I never recovered (hcg during and clomid/nolva after though). Had to see a doctor and we tried a lot of things, 600$ of testosterone boosters, hcg, etc
I was in intense depression with 0 testosterone for 3 months losing all my gains.

So I am on trt and my sperm (semence) is frozen banked and good. So I will have children. I did 3 cycles after on trt and no regret at all. Trt is amazing you can run all the sarms all the aas all you want when you want, no shutdown. And you keeps your gains thats crazy.

My concerns are for the heart and also the blood pressus that goes high during cycle and can cause stroke. I do cardio now and it helps keep the pressure in the right range during cycle. Staying off for a long time helps the heart hypertrophy comes back to normal. (I know it looks dangerous but actually its not, heart deformation from AAS is similar than weight training but bigger and dont cause any risk if you stay OFF anabolicds for at least 6-7-8 months.) Liver enzymes stay high after cycle also. But just 1 month not enough to be a risk. No hairloss from deca/anavar. Acnee disapear after cycle and is minimal. No roid rage. Cholesterol is not a problem if you eat clean, it goes back to normal and a supplement (red yeast rice) really helps when ON. Thats why aas are for fitness guys and not the mcdonald guys.
Oh and the erection problems are just during and goes back if your hormonal profile is normal again. But it is only with deca I think. Some others boost the libido.

In a summary, aas saved my life and turned me from boy to man. My voice went lower, I am huge, my strenght is phenomenal and I have finally the love from girls and the respect from men.

I dont thing we have a body but we are a body. When people say "my body" "takes care of your body" they are wrong because if you remove the body, you have nothing left.

 

[SayMilesAway]

I'm sure I'll have some down the road.

 

[hardrock]

No regrets, other than starting a little young, while i was still partying too much.

Hardrock

 

[lordfitness27]

Definitely not the kind of things I want to read when Im about to start a first cycle lol

None the less, stay safe everyone!

 

[SayMilesAway]

Definitely not the kind of things I want to read when Im about to start a first cycle lol

None the less, stay safe everyone!

We're all playing with fire..

 

[JonnyRingo007]

Thanks bruh's. Especially the in depth one from oxbow, thanks for sharing.

 

[1Rhino1]

Yes sir, I do have regrets.

I do not have children and I am quite a few cycles in. Last time I tried to have kids I had stopped AAS for 3 years in all; My swimmers were primo... but it just didn't happen. I also fattened up real nice and looked like a blob... I couldnt stand it anymore, which brings me to this time now.

I hope that one day I can have children but I think that the problem is in both of us (wifey too), not just me (from AAS). I really wish that I didn't need the shit in my own mind when I felt like I did, but what do you do now?

I regret ever starting because now, if I am not on, I do not have any desire to work hard and not gain. So all this getting healthy and go-getting has come full circle and made me a lazy excuse maker in the end. Little sad... Little ironic... But Im almost back to a nineteen inch arm and I FEEL FANTASTIC.

Inside I know what I am doing is not healthy. I don't give a fuck what any single one of you have to say; AAS is not totally 100% safe, wheres the proof? Wheres the proof? Stuff that shit! The proof is right between my legs boys! The proof is in my buddy's blood work and his cholesterol medication. There is a price, nothing is life is free and that is the damn truth. I know for a fact that I will be on HRT eventually, it is inevitable.

I really hope that I can turn my balls around in the future (just long enough to have kids) and not turn back into a fat ass while doing so. But I have this sick feeling in my gut that my decisions will come back to haunt me... I can just feel it.

On a lighter note, I'm gonna throw some successful homebrews up so you's guys can fuck up your balls too!