I recently did a dumbass cycle of deca and sust (8 ccs of deca (200mg) and 10 of sust (250mg)) for 6 weeks with shots every 4 days alternating substances. I am 21 and it is my only cycle I have ever done. I did it at the supervision of my trainer and without much knowledge of what I was doing. I am now wondering if I am paying a big price? About 3 full weeks after the last injection I had blood work done and found that my testosterone was down from 504 last year to 119.1 (which was too be expected since deca takes 5 weeks to clear from last shot). (I know this sounds rediculous to post but..) During that time I was having difficulty getting an erection and was shooting blanks, as well as having sore nipples and gyno from the increased estrogen, then a week later I was no longer shooting blanks but still having a hard time getting it up. Now 3 weeks after that blood test I am able to get an erection and am not shooting blanks, but the sex drive has gone from nothing to very low. Also may I add I did no pct bc my trainer said I didnt need it and couldnt get his hands on it and my doctor also says he doesnt want me to do pct because my estrogen is high enough. My question is is this increase in sexual function a good sign that my body has started to produce its own testosterone again and my levels are coming back? Do you think I can make a successful recovery soon with no pct considering my dosage and levels were low. Any insight would be greatly appreciated.