Thank you everyone for your kind words, support and encouragement, it really means alot to me to have your endless support! Miss24k is back and stronger than ever!!!!
I had some thinking to do, as to what I'm going to do next, the worst part of the show wasn't that I didn't place or anything that the judges said it was the way the athletes were treated. QT the rumors you heard about how the show was ran is right on. My boyfriend whom has been through all putting up with my mood changes as I dieted works from 11pm to 7am so the day of the show he couldn't come to the pre-judging cause he had to sleep cause he had to work that night, anyway he came to the night show and paid $30 for a ticket, and didn't get to see me at all.
The opening of the show went on for 20 minutes which was little kids dancing then all the athletes were told to get on stage, everyone, all categories, so that was like 120 athletes, well because I was in the back I was 1 of the last people on the stage, so I was in the back and couldn't be seen, then they called out the top 10 fitness models and told the rest of the girls ok you can go home now.
Anyway whatever what's done is done, I have been debating whether I should compete with this organization anymore, not whether or not I will compete. I have decided that I will be doing their Toronto show, and they just added fuel to my fire, and I'm more determined now that ever before, I have 6 weeks and I plan on bringing to the stage a sick phyisque, I don't really care anymore if they love me or hate me, but they will remember me, I guarantee it! And I really feel sorry for the girls that will share the stage with me.
On another note I was in the gym on Monday and back on the diet today, I enjoyed a few cheats over the last few days, and I think my new favorite is Ben & Jerry's chocolate fudge brownie topped with Natty peanut butter, thanks for the idea hun
(you know who you are)