I've done a ton of browsing on here and everyone seems very accepting of people from all walks and journeys. I only add that because it attracted me to this fourm as opposed to others so thanks.
Here's my story and situation. 2 and 1/2 years ago I had congestive heart failure. I was 21 years old 411 pounds and hadn't much more than walked from the couch to refrigerator and couch to truck in about 2 years. My doctor told me I needed to lose 100lbs in the next 2 years or I was going to die. I went to the gym found a trainer and nutritionist. Now here I am. I'm a ton lighter life's better but I've decided I really want to pursue this and I want to get fit. I'm still well over 30% body fat and I really don't have much lean mass at all. I haven't lifted very much but through my trainer I've learned how to lift properly. My trainer has recently became long term incarnated due to distribution of ephedrine. I can't really afford to continue with another trainer as the guy I've been with was working cheap trying to help my fat ass out and that's been nearly breaking me. So now I'm on my own. I want to add something in to help this process. Pro hormone? Sarms? Straight up gear? My heart is as healthy as its ever been and the cardiologist has given me a clean bill on it. I'm also looking to phase over to full on lifting and cut my cardio to around 3 hours a week over 6 days. Kind of as a warm up. I know it's a Hella long post and I've got a ton of questions so as you guys chime in I'm gonna sound soooooo stupid so please bear with me.
Here's my story and situation. 2 and 1/2 years ago I had congestive heart failure. I was 21 years old 411 pounds and hadn't much more than walked from the couch to refrigerator and couch to truck in about 2 years. My doctor told me I needed to lose 100lbs in the next 2 years or I was going to die. I went to the gym found a trainer and nutritionist. Now here I am. I'm a ton lighter life's better but I've decided I really want to pursue this and I want to get fit. I'm still well over 30% body fat and I really don't have much lean mass at all. I haven't lifted very much but through my trainer I've learned how to lift properly. My trainer has recently became long term incarnated due to distribution of ephedrine. I can't really afford to continue with another trainer as the guy I've been with was working cheap trying to help my fat ass out and that's been nearly breaking me. So now I'm on my own. I want to add something in to help this process. Pro hormone? Sarms? Straight up gear? My heart is as healthy as its ever been and the cardiologist has given me a clean bill on it. I'm also looking to phase over to full on lifting and cut my cardio to around 3 hours a week over 6 days. Kind of as a warm up. I know it's a Hella long post and I've got a ton of questions so as you guys chime in I'm gonna sound soooooo stupid so please bear with me.