Hi, I am 45 yrs young, I was training for a figure competition and I found out I had to have surgery. I was out of the gym for 6 weeks. I gained 15 pounds. I couldn't do anything and my diet wasn't the best. I stopped my trainer .. Anyways I got the go ahead to go back to the gym but I am so embarrassed of how I look and I don't know where to start with my program and diet. If someone has any advice for me.