turns out she's ok...........thank god. I couldn't sleep or even go into work today because i was so distressed until i heard from her. I was ready to hit the panic button
apparently,her phone service and phone completely died (I guess she only had my number in her phone at the time)....which is why she never called me.
i'm not sure why she didn't call her house to let her father know... that's kind of fucked up and created alot of panic for no reason, but i guess that's between them.
Turns out she did run into some trouble and got a flat going down I-95 and then later decided to stop in a motel for the night so she wouldnt have to drive so much at once.
She basically got down here, signed the lease, moved some stuff in and left....
What truly pisses me off is that i don't think she really thought anything of it and i don't think she really realizes the stress she created for me or for her father. I went off at her (although i probably shouldn't have in the way i did) for not calling her dad, but in the end im just glad she's safe.
I guess that's what happens when your girlfriend thinks she's the toughest bitch in the world.. which is why sometimes i worry.
anyways, i thank you guys for the kind words and support...i was definetely bugging out yesterday and for part of today but having support(even if i dont know you) made it easier. i just hope none of you have to go through something similar, because at least in my mind....i got pretty graphic and negative and started coming up with my own conclusions.
I need to smoke a gigantic blunt after all this drama