Meth anyone tried it or been addicted?

[Jade19]

I have a lot of friends that do the sh*t, a lot are currently in jail. Best friend of mine just got 105 months, caught multiple times with it and caught with 2 guns (already a convicted felon).

I've done it on and off for 2 years but i never got really bad into it.

Just wanted to hear some stories/experiences

 

[tuc biscuit]

bounced at a club where people used it, it is bad news

 

[*MissFit*]

street drugs in general..

there are 2 reasons why ppl do it
1. to forget
2. for fun

sadly both can lead to addiction and the secodn can often turn into the first

 

[buffer1]

stay the fuck away from it,it,s evil

 

[LoneTree]

I have a lot of friends that do the sh*t, a lot are currently in jail. Best friend of mine just got 105 months, caught multiple times with it and caught with 2 guns (already a convicted felon).

I've done it on and off for 2 years but i never got really bad into it.

Just wanted to hear some stories/experiences

I tried it 2-3 times in college to do all-nighters before exams.

 

[Jade19]

do u think its pointless to help a best friend who time and time again f#cks up their life becuz of it?

All my friends mess with it, but personally im not addicted to it. Just surrounded

 

[buffer1]

no do try and help them,i,ve heard that once meth has a grip on you it,s really fucking hard to kick it

 

[Dakotah]

I used to be highly addicted to it actually highly doesnt even sum it up sadly - I did it the worst possible way you could thanks to having a husband who got me into selling the shit and then doing it. we had so much it would make you in awe. It ruined my life up until i just looked at my arms and my tiny body and stopped - took a long ass time to get past the point of hiding that i was sneaking hits every now and then but now i have been clean for almost 2 years.

My crazy story is that when i was using and people were trying to break into my home while my stepdaughter and i were there - the cops didnt believe it happened they assumed i was so trashed that i was hallucinating - when in actuallity the cops wouldnt look at the fucked up door handles and broken windows where they tried getting in at.

 

[Jade19]

no do try and help them,i,ve heard that once meth has a grip on you it,s really fucking hard to kick it

it is.

2 summers ago i lived with 3 of my best friends, we never did that stuff then. But about a year later the 2 guys started to sell it out of my apt. One now is in jail for 105 mos., the other i havent talked to in along time because he actually got caught 2 times with meth by the police, then he ratted out my friend so he could get off. Last time i heard about him he was shooting in his dick. Then there's the other friend, she went to jail a few times got out and clean but recently got into again, lost her job, her home, and her car. I dont know how to help her and she just gets worse and worse

 

[tiger88]

meth is atlot worse of a drug then ppl think it is

dont dance with tina

 

[buffer1]

yeah that shows ya that the shit is evil,it,s a big problem all over

 

[Lestat]

very few people use this drug "recreationally" that is bad news.

Weed, Coke, LSD, Schroom, even heroin can be used in a more recreational fashion, with Meth there is very little middle ground.

 

[Dakotah]

there isnt a whole lot to do to help seriously - just keep your distance for the reason you dont need to get in trouble, seriously. Your friend has to want to quit or find the reason to quit themselves with meth its just something they think they need. You keeping your distance is the best for both of you because if your friend gets mad at you they will just go do more and find some way to use you. The trouble part of it is the worst - just being associated with them makes the cops frown on you.
Distancing yourself also will at some point clue your friend into the possible path of cleaning themselves. When you lose enough friends you wonder why.

At least thats what happened for me.
I lost everything a few times but not anymore Im done with that life its so not worth your own life!!

 

[Sub-Zero]

there isnt a whole lot to do to help seriously - just keep your distance for the reason you dont need to get in trouble, seriously. Your friend has to want to quit or find the reason to quit themselves with meth its just something they think they need. You keeping your distance is the best for both of you because if your friend gets mad at you they will just go do more and find some way to use you. The trouble part of it is the worst - just being associated with them makes the cops frown on you.
Distancing yourself also will at some point clue your friend into the possible path of cleaning themselves. When you lose enough friends you wonder why.

At least thats what happened for me.
I lost everything a few times but not anymore Im done with that life its so not worth your own life!!

wow.

powerful post especially since it comes first hand- i saw an eipose on like TNT about guys who would be up for the entire summer, i didnt know if that meant high or they just couldnt sleep or both

 

[Jade19]

I was keeping a distance for along time, but when she got sober we became close again. I feel at fault for bringing her back into it. I could go see my friend (b4 he went to jail) w/o doing ne of it. She wanted to come with and see how he was, she didn't do it at first but then she started going over there w/o me and doing it again...........i opened the door.


Sometimes I will give her a ride or something but thats about it. I know she wants out but shes too addicted.

My parents did multiple drugs and my whole family for that matter, I've been around them my whole life. My parents told me what they did as long as i can remember. They were badly addicted to painkillers for years.......i tend to be friends with druggies, but im not addicted to any (cept pot)

Guilt is a b*tch

 

[goldenone]

Its out of control here in east tn area.

You hear about meth lab bust all the time in the newspapers.

 

[H_T_]

nice teeth, them meth addicts.

 

[Jade19]

nice teeth, them meth addicts.

pretty gross when their teeth are rottening out of their head, turning black or gray........

 

[Dakotah]

wow.

powerful post especially since it comes first hand- i saw an eipose on like TNT about guys who would be up for the entire summer, i didnt know if that meant high or they just couldnt sleep or both

thanks - its a passion for me to pass on what i know alot about.
i know what you mean when you say they hadntslept all summer - very true !!! the true thing about that is that they never really did sleep - we would lay down for 10-15 minutes and get up as if we had slept for hours and go back to doing more of the retarded shit that preoccupied us for hours - my biggest things were drawing for hours; writing; cleaning; doing fingernails for my other druggie gfriends; and putting makeup on and off; we even robbed people; and drove for hours; and spent lots of time in walmart Geigh huh?

When i think back on it now I think to myself God that was retarded some of the shit i did. Now i have a real problem with sleeping during the day - i feel as if im high again and i have a hard time being hopped up on anything that gives me too much energy because i feel as if im high all over again - makes me feel horrible.
Using needles was the scariest thing i had ever done- I have had glass pipes bust in my face and needles break in my arm but luckily the one end was still sticking out of my skin i could grab it and pull it out. My lowest point i can remember is when I finally had gotten the judge to give me my stepdaughter and when i got her iwas using and she kept asking me to do stuff with her that i used to do before using and i wouldnt cause i was so preoccupied - so i would send her to her room to watch movies I dont have her anymore but if i could have done that over i would have. She says she loves me even today.

 

[buffer1]

nice teeth, them meth addicts.

not just that they get almost jondiss,dont know if i spelled it right,all yellow and shit

 

[H_T_]

the life-expectancy for a meth lab worker is around 5 years.

 

[HardHat87]

I cant see why anyone would do that shit. Ive done my fair share of drugs, but I draw the line when the shit has drano, rat poison or whatever the hell else they decide to put in it.

 

[tiger88]

the life-expectancy for a meth lab worker is around 5 years.

damn i remember in my appartment one of my walls had to be "fixed" since the meth lab that was there a year ago weakin the stucture

meth lab workers die from OD or just blowing up?

 

[H_T_]

damn i remember in my appartment one of my walls had to be "fixed" since the meth lab that was there a year ago weakin the stucture

meth lab workers die from OD or just blowing up?

it's from working with volitile chemicals. mercury especially, that causes the rotting of the teeth. i live in Detroit and have several friends who are in the DEA, they have plenty of stories about this shit. they usually have to call in the bomb squad to dismantle these places cuz of the chemicals and booby traps.

 

[Jade19]

thanks - its a passion for me to pass on what i know alot about.
i know what you mean when you say they hadntslept all summer - very true !!! the true thing about that is that they never really did sleep - we would lay down for 10-15 minutes and get up as if we had slept for hours and go back to doing more of the retarded shit that preoccupied us for hours - my biggest things were drawing for hours; writing; cleaning; doing fingernails for my other druggie gfriends; and putting makeup on and off; we even robbed people; and drove for hours; and spent lots of time in walmart Geigh huh?
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sounds like quite a few of my friends, longest i ever stayed up was 3 days one time, havent done it since. Never used a needle for any drug tho, experience with my family makes me scared and grossed out by it, seems like the final step.

Sorry to hear about your past, my parents always told me to get the f out of their room, they just stayed in theirs all the time. But now theyre clean (my dad has cancer). And I forgive them for everything wouldnt take it back, it made me who i am today.

One time i walked down the stairs and seen my little sis holding my mom up from falling out of a chair she was convusling, I was like 16 or 17. My sis was only 10. I grab ahold of my mom and called for my dad we carried her to a couch in the living room and laid her down. He said dont worry she'll be fine and then his drug dealer showed up and he bought more. I feel worse for my sis than ne thing.

Can't count how many times I'd see them convulsing or not able to walk disorriented and crawling across the floor or up the stairs.........

 

[Dakotah]

I was keeping a distance for along time, but when she got sober we became close again. I feel at fault for bringing her back into it. I could go see my friend (b4 he went to jail) w/o doing ne of it. She wanted to come with and see how he was, she didn't do it at first but then she started going over there w/o me and doing it again...........i opened the door.


Sometimes I will give her a ride or something but thats about it. I know she wants out but shes too addicted.

My parents did multiple drugs and my whole family for that matter, I've been around them my whole life. My parents told me what they did as long as i can remember. They were badly addicted to painkillers for years.......i tend to be friends with druggies, but im not addicted to any (cept pot)

Guilt is a b*tch

whatever you do dont ever believe it is in any way your fault!!! cause its not - guaranteed your friend was thinking of the stuff even before she started going without you. she just found an easier way around the situation. where there is a will there is a way!! not in any way your fault hun. I know what you mean when you say you have been around it all your life so have i my mother to this day is a meth addict in vegas and my father is a heroine,meth,coke,crak addict and a alcoholic which he is now dieing of actually will die of it shortly here. I have noone else in my life that understands what im going thru or have gone thru - if you ever want to talk just pm me and we can I can help and would like to. Dont for any reason get down on yourself or give in to her anymore even for rides. I know she is your friend but sometimes its way better to cut off this early for the reason it could help her to the right path. I constantly struggle everyday with something new and would have loved to have known someone who knew what i could expect in my life growing up with addict parents and becoming one myself

 

[PICK3]

very few people use this drug "recreationally" that is bad news.

Weed, Coke, LSD, Schroom, even heroin can be used in a more recreational fashion, with Meth there is very little middle ground.

Seriously, why do people want to do this drug recreationally?

I understand the logic of using it for performance, e.g. truck driving or all night studying, but it doesn't seem like the kind of feeling I would want to achieve for fun.

 

[H_T_]

personally, i'd rather deal with a cokehead.

 

[buffer1]

personally, i'd rather deal with a cokehead.

ones as bad as the other

 

[tiger88]

meth is so cheap and so easy to get so its everywhere...coke costs $$

 

[buffer1]

meth is so cheap and so easy to get so its everywhere...coke costs $$

yeah i heard that you can get the stuuf to make meth at the pool store,it,s all pool chemicals

 

[PICK3]

yeah i heard that you can get the stuuf to make meth at the pool store,it,s all pool chemicals

my pool supply store doesn't sell Amphetamines

 

[buffer1]

no neither does mine

 

[UA_Iron]

meth is bad news. My city in san diego...as upscale as it was had a large amount of users.

adderall makes me function very well though - stuff does get kind of addicting.

 

[Dakotah]

thanks - its a passion for me to pass on what i know alot about.
i know what you mean when you say they hadntslept all summer - very true !!! the true thing about that is that they never really did sleep - we would lay down for 10-15 minutes and get up as if we had slept for hours and go back to doing more of the retarded shit that preoccupied us for hours - my biggest things were drawing for hours; writing; cleaning; doing fingernails for my other druggie gfriends; and putting makeup on and off; we even robbed people; and drove for hours; and spent lots of time in walmart Geigh huh?
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sounds like quite a few of my friends, longest i ever stayed up was 3 days one time, havent done it since. Never used a needle for any drug tho, experience with my family makes me scared and grossed out by it, seems like the final step.

Sorry to hear about your past, my parents always told me to get the f out of their room, they just stayed in theirs all the time. But now theyre clean (my dad has cancer). And I forgive them for everything wouldnt take it back, it made me who i am today.

One time i walked down the stairs and seen my little sis holding my mom up from falling out of a chair she was convusling, I was like 16 or 17. My sis was only 10. I grab ahold of my mom and called for my dad we carried her to a couch in the living room and laid her down. He said dont worry she'll be fine and then his drug dealer showed up and he bought more. I feel worse for my sis than ne thing.

Can't count how many times I'd see them convulsing or not able to walk disorriented and crawling across the floor or up the stairs.........

im sorry to hear that sweetie - that must have been hard for all involved. You are right tho it does make you the strong and preknowledged person you are today. you are also right about the needles being the last straw - it sure was for me hell i had never even drank before i started using needles which was strange in my opinion i had tried weed a few times and that was it and all of a sudden i was a full blown needle junkie for a long time. Im 23 now and have grown up so much. we have similiar storied u and i.

 

[Jade19]

meth is bad news. My city in san diego...as upscale as it was had a large amount of users.

adderall makes me function very well though - stuff does get kind of addicting.

That stuff is just like meth, and it is addicting especially if your a busy person and you dont feel like you have the energy every day to get up and get all the things you need to get done.........

I used to take a lot of xenadrine before they took the ephedrine out at work

 

[UA_Iron]

That stuff is just like meth, and it is addicting especially if your a busy person and you dont feel like you have the energy every day to get up and get all the things you need to get done.........

I used to take a lot of xenadrine before they took the ephedrine out at work

unfortunately I am also a stimulant junkie, this is why I'll never try meth and also because my drug experimenting days are over.

 

[needtogrow]

That sh*t is bad,bad news. A friend of mine was shot dead in the back seat of his car along with an 19 year old girl who had a 2 year old baby, all over Meth. Stay far far away from that stuff it is very addicting.

 

[javaguru]

The closest I've come to using meth is ephedrine....

 

[Razorguns]

meth - the white trash drug of choice.

personally, i'd rather do the black ghetto drug of choice: crack.

 

[fergie]

Meth is a very very evil drug it literaly eats your body from the inside out, stay away from it trust me.

 

[Jade19]

Meth is a very very evil drug it literaly eats your body from the inside out, stay away from it trust me.

I know, Ive done it on and off for a few years, like i said never badly into tho. I just wanted to see if anyone else had stories about themselves or people they knew.

 

[PICK3]

I know, Ive done it on and off for a few years, like i said never badly into tho. I just wanted to see if anyone else had stories about themselves or people they knew.

Jade19,

Would you consider it a "fun" drug?

Doesn't sound like it.

 

[Jade19]

Jade19,

Would you consider it a "fun" drug?

Doesn't sound like it.

No, but it was at first. The effect it has on you changes the more you do it. I don't like getting all high on it. If you dont do a lot its like taking some good diet pills (uppers). That was more of the reason I did do it, made work go by a hell of a lot faster too

 

[AAP]

When it comes to meth, if your friends don't wind up killing you, then AIDS does. At my naked Wildfyre parties, every so often we get a few that showed up tweaked and ready to PNP (party and play). It is really pathetic. People can look at them and tell they are tweaked up and no one will want to have anything to do with them. They are all impotent and just stand around flogging their limp dicks in a desperate attempt to cum. It is sad. Tina totally kills your dick and for some reason I don't understand (maybe someone can tell us) tina freaks are simply OBSESSED with porn and sex. It is all they want to do. And they don't care who sticks their dick in them. Condoms are not even an after thought. no one wastes money on condoms or lube either. That is money best spent on more drugs.

When I first moved here to FTL, there was (yes, was.. as in past tense) a guy that went to Worlds Gym where I joined. Big ass boy. This dude had cracked the top 5 of the Nationals the first year he ever competed (it was his second contest all together, he won a state show, then hit 5th on the nationals). He seemed like a very nice guy and we were well on our way to getting acquainted and developing a friendship. He had asked me to help him with his diet for the next year when he was trying again. To make a long story short, in about 4 months, his lifestyle disturbed me so much that I had to back off. It is so sad. He is sitting in jail right now from his 3rd drug arrest about 4 weeks ago. His downward spiral was so fucking fast. This is a guy that had everything going for him. He was destined to turn pro. You couldn't deny this guy his pro card. He was earning shitloads of money with his muscle worship (i.e. escort) business. His going rate was $600 per hour and he was booked up 3-5 times a day. He had four new cars. A Hummer, Porsche, vette and one of those Harley Davidson edition Ford Trucks (whatever they are callled I think it is Lightening or something like that) this guy was a walking money machine. Then he got hooked on tina. Or rather, his boyfriend got him hooked on it. His boyfriend (skinny little bitch) had become his pimp and was selling him out to $100 per hour. Or free if the people had drugs. Then people stopped calling all together because he couldn't get a hard on. Which infuriated his partner/pimp and the guy often beat him. I would see him in the gym, zoned out doing set after set of an exercise with a girly weight on it. I mean, pushdowns with 30 lbs on it. 50 reps. About 40 sets of that, just zoned out and then he would go to another machine and do another 40-50 sets with a low weight. I don't think he every trained with free weights anymore, he probably lacked the coordination to control them. Eye all purple, or jaw swollen up. Next went his cars, then he was getting around in his mother's ford taurus. Then catching rides with people because his pimp wrecked his mother's car. Now the dude is sitting in jail, having squandered a chance with his life that eveyrone would have killed to have in their possession.

 

[AristotleBC]

damn

 

[chewyxrage]

When it comes to meth, if your friends don't wind up killing you, then AIDS does. At my naked Wildfyre parties, every so often we get a few that showed up tweaked and ready to PNP (party and play). It is really pathetic. People can look at them and tell they are tweaked up and no one will want to have anything to do with them. They are all impotent and just stand around flogging their limp dicks in a desperate attempt to cum. It is sad. Tina totally kills your dick and for some reason I don't understand (maybe someone can tell us) tina freaks are simply OBSESSED with porn and sex. It is all they want to do. And they don't care who sticks their dick in them. Condoms are not even an after thought. no one wastes money on condoms or lube either. That is money best spent on more drugs.

When I first moved here to FTL, there was (yes, was.. as in past tense) a guy that went to Worlds Gym where I joined. Big ass boy. This dude had cracked the top 5 of the Nationals the first year he ever competed (it was his second contest all together, he won a state show, then hit 5th on the nationals). He seemed like a very nice guy and we were well on our way to getting acquainted and developing a friendship. He had asked me to help him with his diet for the next year when he was trying again. To make a long story short, in about 4 months, his lifestyle disturbed me so much that I had to back off. It is so sad. He is sitting in jail right now from his 3rd drug arrest about 4 weeks ago. His downward spiral was so fucking fast. This is a guy that had everything going for him. He was destined to turn pro. You couldn't deny this guy his pro card. He was earning shitloads of money with his muscle worship (i.e. escort) business. His going rate was $600 per hour and he was booked up 3-5 times a day. He had four new cars. A Hummer, Porsche, vette and one of those Harley Davidson edition Ford Trucks (whatever they are callled I think it is Lightening or something like that) this guy was a walking money machine. Then he got hooked on tina. Or rather, his boyfriend got him hooked on it. His boyfriend (skinny little bitch) had become his pimp and was selling him out to $100 per hour. Or free if the people had drugs. Then people stopped calling all together because he couldn't get a hard on. Which infuriated his partner/pimp and the guy often beat him. I would see him in the gym, zoned out doing set after set of an exercise with a girly weight on it. I mean, pushdowns with 30 lbs on it. 50 reps. About 40 sets of that, just zoned out and then he would go to another machine and do another 40-50 sets with a low weight. I don't think he every trained with free weights anymore, he probably lacked the coordination to control them. Eye all purple, or jaw swollen up. Next went his cars, then he was getting around in his mother's ford taurus. Then catching rides with people because his pimp wrecked his mother's car. Now the dude is sitting in jail, having squandered a chance with his life that eveyrone would have killed to have in their possession.

Holy shit

That is fuckin scary how easy it happens

 

[john937]

I've had 3 good friends get involved with meth.
That's HAD, past tense. They're all dead now. Word to the wise.

 

[jaded]

Never tried it and have no intention of ever trying it...

 

[Phaded]

bad news drug.. i'd say right up there with heroin

 

[justyxxxx]

I have no problems with some drugs . . .

But stay away from meth . . . I've seen too many horror stories with friends and family.

Also, I agree with AAP's weight lifting story. I worked out with a guy on meth and he was having problems lifting little Barbie doll weights. I was like - I'm a fag and you're straight and I'm lifting more than you? The cock sucker.

 

[The Angry Mule]

I used to be an absaloute meth pig.I started off only eating small amounts once in a while when I would go to clubs and parties so I could stay up and party for longer but after a while I started to depend on it to get me through work and other activities.At my worse I was banging up an 8ball of pure a day(3.5grams)compared to 0.1 -0.5 of a gram when I first started.I lost so much weight I am 104kg now but I got down to 59kg and didnt sleep or eat for up to 2 weeks at a time.I went from buying it to selling it and then to cooking it but I never made fuck all money cause I was using it all.Now days its not like the oldschool powder its very potent and highly addictive and causes so much health problems its not funny.I used to drink heavily or use herion or downers when I was coming of the shit to try and eliminate all the bad side effects such as anxiety and severe paranoia.I sold eveything I owned,went to jail for armed rob ect ect and all so my partner had a misscarrige that the doctor said was quite likely from the drug abuse.It really fucked my life.I am of the shit now and have 2 great kids to help to give me a reason to stay clean but it has still left its damage.I have hep c from sharing needles and a fractured neck from when I tried to hang myself and the rope snapped.I am a decent person now but when I was using that stuff I turned into a low life peice of shit and I never want to go down that road again.I am so proud of myself now I work and think I'm a good dad and have got my life back in order and plan on getting married next year and have got the respect back from my family.Stay clear of the shit it is truly evil.

 

[AAP]

How can you possibly go two weeks without sleep? Wouldn't your body just shut down? I have no first hand experience to go by, so it is strange to me.

also, if you were up 24 hours a day for days on end, how did you occupy yourself the hours of 1am-7am?

 

[justyxxxx]

I used to be an absaloute meth pig.I started off only eating small amounts once in a while when I would go to clubs and parties so I could stay up and party for longer but after a while I started to depend on it to get me through work and other activities.At my worse I was banging up an 8ball of pure a day(3.5grams)compared to 0.1 -0.5 of a gram when I first started.I lost so much weight I am 104kg now but I got down to 59kg and didnt sleep or eat for up to 2 weeks at a time.I went from buying it to selling it and then to cooking it but I never made fuck all money cause I was using it all.Now days its not like the oldschool powder its very potent and highly addictive and causes so much health problems its not funny.I used to drink heavily or use herion or downers when I was coming of the shit to try and eliminate all the bad side effects such as anxiety and severe paranoia.I sold eveything I owned,went to jail for armed rob ect ect and all so my partner had a misscarrige that the doctor said was quite likely from the drug abuse.It really fucked my life.I am of the shit now and have 2 great kids to help to give me a reason to stay clean but it has still left its damage.I have hep c from sharing needles and a fractured neck from when I tried to hang myself and the rope snapped.I am a decent person now but when I was using that stuff I turned into a low life peice of shit and I never want to go down that road again.I am so proud of myself now I work and think I'm a good dad and have got my life back in order and plan on getting married next year and have got the respect back from my family.Stay clear of the shit it is truly evil.

It's nice to see that you were able to get away from that highly addictive drug. Let me ask you this - I'm sure that you had friends around you that did it and would come over - is that correct? How were you able to control yourself from wanting to do the drug when some of your friends were doing it? Did you just back away from it (and possibly them) altogether?

I know people that have kids and still do it. What finally happened, or for what reason, would you say most likely caused you to stop the drug? And was it cold turkey or did you gradually start slowing down?

Sorry for so many questions - just interested in your approach. Most people that I know don't appear to be able to get away from the drug . . . especially when their "friends" come around with it.

 

[AAP]

How can you possibly go two weeks without sleep? Wouldn't your body just shut down? I have no first hand experience to go by, so it is strange to me.

also, if you were up 24 hours a day for days on end, how did you occupy yourself the hours of 1am-7am?

I should add that down here in South Florida, most of the tina freaks will simply go to the baths and spend all night there in orgies and such. Or go to techno clubs and zone out for a while. But how do these people in rural areas and places like the midwest cope with staying awake for so long. those places don't have hot clubs or bath houses.

 

[Phaded]

erector sets brother

 

[AAP]

erector sets brother

Shit, they probably could build the entire Disney World on a true size scale in a week.

 

[The Angry Mule]

You only need rest,2 weeks aint shit I know people that more or less dont sleep at all.To stay occupied we would be out doing shit clubbing,casinos selling drugs, cooking,stealing chemicals and working on cars.When i say no sleep I would lay down for a few hours or so but never sleep.The fatiuge and lack of food and sleep depravation catches up with you.I have collapsed a few times.Its hard to eat so I always had multivitamins and would occasionally eat something easy to chew like a bannana or a yougurt or milo to keep me going.When I would come down I would sleep for 3 days only waking once or twice to piss or have a drink.This is no bullshit and there are a lot more people out there with bigger habbits.I am off the shit now and even thinking about it depresses me .You also get meth rage wich really is hard to deal with.

 

[justyxxxx]

I should add that down here in South Florida, most of the tina freaks will simply go to the baths and spend all night there in orgies and such. Or go to techno clubs and zone out for a while. But how do these people in rural areas and places like the midwest cope with staying awake for so long. those places don't have hot clubs or bath houses.

I live in a rural area (aka hell) and most of them just stay in a group at each other's houses (whichever of them have homes, that is). Many (if not most) don't have jobs, etc, etc. Their teeth are rather interesting, their skin just amazingly scabby looking (some, not all), and it's just all around sad actually. All the ones that I know tend to be compulsive liars and it appears that most of their days are spent screaming and shouting at each other.

 

[needtogrow]

I should add that down here in South Florida, most of the tina freaks will simply go to the baths and spend all night there in orgies and such. Or go to techno clubs and zone out for a while. But how do these people in rural areas and places like the midwest cope with staying awake for so long. those places don't have hot clubs or bath houses.

Video games

 

[Phaded]

Shit, they probably could build the entire Disney World on a true size scale in a week.

lmao

 

[The Angry Mule]

It's nice to see that you were able to get away from that highly addictive drug. Let me ask you this - I'm sure that you had friends around you that did it and would come over - is that correct? How were you able to control yourself from wanting to do the drug when some of your friends were doing it? Did you just back away from it (and possibly them) altogether?

I know people that have kids and still do it. What finally happened, or for what reason, would you say most likely caused you to stop the drug? And was it cold turkey or did you gradually start slowing down?

Sorry for so many questions - just interested in your approach. Most people that I know don't appear to be able to get away from the drug . . . especially when their "friends" come around with it.

I totally cut myself off from every one except my brothers who helped me tremendously.I went cold turkey and dried out at my bros and just devoured shitloads of sleepers and sweated it out.I still get the itch for it sometimes.What made me get off it was my boys,watching my 2 month old baby sleep and knowing he depends on me to live and listening to him breathe and I felt so guilty I just sat there and cried thinking about what sort of life he was going to have if I dont get my shit together and that if I dont slow down I'm gonna die and who will be around to provide and protect him.I had someone else to look out for and it wasnt about me anymore.I had created life and had to do the right thing.I had a fucked childhood and was determine to give my kids a good life.Also when some of my family saw me at 59 kg and my mum would ball her eyes out that was enough for me.

 

[gonelifting]

Pack your bags and move away from all your "friends". Do it.

 

[justyxxxx]

I totally cut myself of from every one except my brothers who helped me tremendously.I went cold turkey and dried out at my bros and just devoured shitloads of sleepers and sweated it out.I still get the itch for it sometimes.What made me get of it was my boys,watching my 2 month old baby sleep and knowing he depends on me to live and listening to him breathe and I felt so guilty I just sat there and cried thinking about what sort of life he was going to have if I dont get my shit together and that if I dont slow down I'm gonna die and who will be around to provide and protect him.I had someone else to look out for and it wasnt about me anymore.I had created life and had to do the right thing.I had a fucked childhood and was determine to give my kids a good life.Also when some of my family saw me at 59 kg and my mum would ball her eyes out that was enough for me.

Thanks for letting me know. It's good to know that you were able to beat it - it gives me hope that some of my family can do the same.

 

[AAP]

So you basically just lay down and "recharged" but didn't sleep. When you were wired up like this, did time seem to pass by fast? Was it like "whoa, it's tuesday already?"

Also, when you slept for 3 days at a time, how could you explain not showing up for work those days you slept through?

I nap for 1-2 hours every single day and that is a small luxury I can't give up. But just imagining staying up 24 hours for days on end is mindboggling.

Another question, was you obsessed with sex and porn like the ones down here?

 

[The Angry Mule]

So you basically just lay down and "recharged" but didn't sleep. When you were wired up like this, did time seem to pass by fast? Was it like "whoa, it's tuesday already?"

Also, when you slept for 3 days at a time, how could you explain not showing up for work those days you slept through?

I nap for 1-2 hours every single day and that is a small luxury I can't give up. But just imagining staying up 24 hours for days on end is mindboggling.

Another question, was you obsessed with sex and porn like the ones down here?

Yes time would fly,and most of the time I couldnt hold down a job on the shit.Sure at first work was no prob but when I used heaps I was too off tap to work.My eyeballs were literally bulging out of my head and I would just sweat like mad.I used to steal and cook to support my habbit anyway and never had rent to worry about coz I was never in the one place for too long.Obsessed with sex definately,I would have other junkie bitches hanging around the seen coz I was cooking and even though they probably didnt really like me they would hit on you for drugs.In oz we call em packet sluts.

 

[justyxxxx]

I'm curious to know about the porn and sex thing too . . . Was sex THAT much greater? Did you think about it more so while on the drug?

 

[justyxxxx]

I'm curious to know about the porn and sex thing too . . . Was sex THAT much greater? Did you think about it more so while on the drug?

Never mind about the sex, just noticed that you answered that.

 

[The Angry Mule]

I'm curious to know about the porn and sex thing too . . . Was sex THAT much greater? Did you think about it more so while on the drug?

I certainly thought about it more and the sex felt heaps better.It makes you more nastier and devious.Some of the shit we used to do was downright fucked up.Depending on my frame of mind at the time I could root for hours and hours without blowing and other times I could bust 6 or 7 times in a night.Sometimes it was hard to get an erection.

 

[AristotleBC]

Probably the overload of dopamine etc

 

[Lestat]

Seriously, why do people want to do this drug recreationally?

I understand the logic of using it for performance, e.g. truck driving or all night studying, but it doesn't seem like the kind of feeling I would want to achieve for fun.

It gives you confidence and that calm sense that all is right with the world.

 

[Jade19]

You only need rest,2 weeks aint shit I know people that more or less dont sleep at all.To stay occupied we would be out doing shit clubbing,casinos selling drugs, cooking,stealing chemicals and working on cars.When i say no sleep I would lay down for a few hours or so but never sleep.The fatiuge and lack of food and sleep depravation catches up with you.I have collapsed a few times.Its hard to eat so I always had multivitamins and would occasionally eat something easy to chew like a bannana or a yougurt or milo to keep me going.When I would come down I would sleep for 3 days only waking once or twice to piss or have a drink.This is no bullshit and there are alot more people out there with bigger habbits.I am of the shit now and even thinking about it depresses me .You also get meth rage wich really is hard to deal with.

Good friend of mine stayed up for about a month, looked like he was about 15 years older than he really is. Skelaton.

My roomate used to hallucinate all the time. Thought there were was helicopters watching our apartment. She used to carry a notebook, in it the was a page for each friend she had and why she thought they were a nark. Also in the notebook was half ass descriptions of cars that she swore were following her. It was soooooooo annoying....i moved out, she giot evicted.

We always who eat ice cream, snickers ice cream bar, yogurt, or slim fast. Dry food would make us gag.

 

[Mandy]

I think my sister is on meth. First it was prescription drugs, she got fired from her job, kicked out of her house, and lost custody of her two precious children. Now we suspect she is doing meth.
It's pretty depressing.

 

[rushx79]

glad to see everyone has an accurate picture of what meth does to most people. IMO it is the single worst drug to get addicted to since it turns the addict into a violent schizophrenic most of the time. my good friends brother has been hooked on that shit for about 7 months now and he spends his nights with a loaded shotgun and his imaginary enemies that stalk him from the bushes.

 

[buffer1]

I think my sister is on meth. First it was prescription drugs, she got fired from her job, kicked out of her house, and lost custody of her two precious children. Now we suspect she is doing meth.
It's pretty depressing.

well hopefully seeing,s how she,s your sis you can with help from your family do something to help her,so she does,nt become a statistic

 

[AAP]

you should print this page off and mail it to her.

 

[Aquest]

do any thing else you want, but dont fuck with meth, its the worst shit in the world
take years off your life and drop slabs of muscle of you,

 

[The Angry Mule]

I cant stand the people,I cant stand the scene.I now realize how much of a scatter brain I was.I dont even smoke weed or ciggarettes anymore.All I do is have the odd drink.I find working out has also kept me from playing up.Exercise and eating healthy and being mentally strong and setting a good example for my children is my only concern now and to me that feels much better than getting high.

 

[Jade19]

glad to see everyone has an accurate picture of what meth does to most people. IMO it is the single worst drug to get addicted to since it turns the addict into a violent schizophrenic most of the time. my good friends brother has been hooked on that shit for about 7 months now and he spends his nights with a loaded shotgun and his imaginary enemies that stalk him from the bushes.

Friends of mines cousin is schizo now, the doctor told him straight up it was because of his meth usage. He had adormate (spelling??) chemicals that were released in his brain due to the meth. I've meet him before and hes way into all the conspriacy theories. Its sad but funny to hear some of his thoughts.

 

[from zero]

I have a lot of friends that do the sh*t, a lot are currently in jail. Best friend of mine just got 105 months, caught multiple times with it and caught with 2 guns (already a convicted felon).

I've done it on and off for 2 years but i never got really bad into it.

Just wanted to hear some stories/experiences

You hang around some pretty good people. Way to go.

 

[Jade19]

You hang around some pretty good people. Way to go.

Thanks, lol. The people i hang out with I've known since before their drug usage started, I lived with 3 of them. I'm sorry but i dont drop my friends, i will and do however space myself from them. Believe it or not I have many friends who do no drugs what so ever. Total different group of people

 

[from zero]

Thanks, lol. The people i hang out with I've known since before their drug usage started, I lived with 3 of them. I'm sorry but i dont drop my friends, i will and do however space myself from them. Believe it or not I have many friends who do no drugs what so ever. Total different group of people

That's cool. Just don't be surprised when they drag you down with them.

 

[Jade19]

That's cool. Just don't be surprised when they drag you down with them.

Damn ......Burn.

I hope you don't judge me because of this thread. No one can drag me down, it would be me that dragged me down. I've been around hard drugs my whole f*ckin life, and I started supporting my damn self when i was 15 years old. Worked straighted since i was 14, graduated high school with honors while working full time, and taking college during HS too. I buy my own sh*t, pay for the roof over my own head and take care of myself, and I'm only 19.

I'm not worried about going down...........I just wanna help a friend who doesn't have anyone positive in her life besides me. There ain't anything wrong with trying to help people, they only thing is how long before you give up.

 

[milo hobgoblin]

I dont get the whole meth thing.. I wont even use ephedrine for ANY purpose other than training.

My other half used to have a horrible met problem (well before I met her) and she has told me stories that sound so similar to al the ones you guys tell.. she said those were horrible days.


I just dont get why in the hell someone would WNAT to stay awake.. I even asked her what she did.. she said they would just celan, eat, drink talk and play cards.. weird.

Im sooo glad I dont have an addictive personality.

 

[AristotleBC]

Damn ......Burn.

I hope you don't judge me because of this thread. No one can drag me down, it would be me that dragged me down. I've been around hard drugs my whole f*ckin life, and I started supporting my damn self when i was 15 years old. Worked straighted since i was 14, graduated high school with honors while working full time, and taking college during HS too. I buy my own sh*t, pay for the roof over my own head and take care of myself, and I'm only 19.

I'm not worried about going down...........I just wanna help a friend who doesn't have anyone positive in her life besides me. There ain't anything wrong with trying to help people, they only thing is how long before you give up.

That's extremely impressive Jade...many Highschool kids who grow up in a good environment screw up in HS and they have little to deal with compared to working full time, and graduating with honors.

 

[toxicsambo]

Damn ......Burn.

I hope you don't judge me because of this thread. No one can drag me down, it would be me that dragged me down. I've been around hard drugs my whole f*ckin life, and I started supporting my damn self when i was 15 years old. Worked straighted since i was 14, graduated high school with honors while working full time, and taking college during HS too. I buy my own sh*t, pay for the roof over my own head and take care of myself, and I'm only 19.

I'm not worried about going down...........I just wanna help a friend who doesn't have anyone positive in her life besides me. There ain't anything wrong with trying to help people, they only thing is how long before you give up.

Well, I can see ur a good kid. I can relate because I went throught the same thing when I was your age. It's the Jesus Complex. You want to help her, be her rock, be the one she can count on, and hopefully she will see the light and stop what she's doing and clean up. It's difficult. She has to WANT to change. I don't know how strong her will is, but from my experience, she will have to hit rock fkn bottom, near death basically or selling herself to support her habit. Then that will be the turning point. Hopefully it doesn't get to that point, but most likely it does. Sometimes ppl never change. It's a bad situation and it's alot of weight for you to carry on your back for 19. It could prevent you from going places. Just keep on moving forward and like it or not, you will have to move away from ppl with drug addictions as you mature. Your "group" of friends will dissapate and you will meet new ppl as you move on in life and better yourself. Don't get caught up in that bullshit "I don't ditch my friends bro" attitude. When your an adult, that shit doesn't matter. I'm 26 and the friends I left behind are still doing Ketamine and Coke. They've become losers IMO. They accomplished nothing except doing drugs and being in the perpetual mindset of a 17 yr old.

GL and take care of yourself.

 

[Jade19]

Well, I can see ur a good kid. I can relate because I went throught the same thing when I was your age. It's the Jesus Complex. You want to help her, be her rock, be the one she can count on, and hopefully she will see the light and stop what she's doing and clean up. It's difficult. She has to WANT to change. I don't know how strong her will is, but from my experience, she will have to hit rock fkn bottom, near death basically or selling herself to support her habit. Then that will be the turning point. Hopefully it doesn't get to that point, but most likely it does. Sometimes ppl never change. It's a bad situation and it's alot of weight for you to carry on your back for 19. It could prevent you from going places. Just keep on moving forward and like it or not, you will have to move away from ppl with drug addictions as you mature. Your "group" of friends will dissapate and you will meet new ppl as you move on in life and better yourself. Don't get caught up in that bullshit "I don't ditch my friends bro" attitude. When your an adult, that shit doesn't matter. I'm 26 and the friends I left behind are still doing Ketamine and Coke. They've become losers IMO. They accomplished nothing except doing drugs and being in the perpetual mindset of a 17 yr old.

GL and take care of yourself.

Thanks...... i wish my boyfriend would read what u just said. His friends are all druggie/drunks. Who seem to be stuck at 19, himself included at times, hes older than you. But after today talking to them, they drive me crazy and i wont be seeing them at all, and try to ignore the calls. I have friends who are better but they live far away from me. Kinda sux.....Meth sux........

 

[toxicsambo]

Thanks...... i wish my boyfriend would read what u just said. His friends are all druggie/drunks. Who seem to be stuck at 19, himself included at times, hes older than you. But after today talking to them, they drive me crazy and i wont be seeing them at all, and try to ignore the calls. I have friends who are better but they live far away from me. Kinda sux.....Meth sux........

Time to ask yourself how worthwhile your boyfriend is and will this be your future? More like no future if you stick with him. Look how far his companions have gone. The dude is older than me and he's still doing that shit? You're a young girl, don't think this guy is something special. He sounds like a bottom feeder. Not to offend you, but it's the truth. He's older than me and still doesn't have his shit together. So when will it be? When he's 40? Too late then. Girls always get the shit-end of the stick when they're in a relationship with a junkie BF. Junkies are the biggest liars too. Nothing and nobody matters except them when it all comes down to it.

 

[H_T_]

junkies..........pfff.

 

[AAP]

Meth teeth.

Gag. :gag: :goodgodgag:



P.S. I am not coming back to this thread anymore after posting this, because I am NOT seeing this again.

 

[Alpine]

there isnt a whole lot to do to help seriously - just keep your distance for the reason you dont need to get in trouble, seriously. Your friend has to want to quit or find the reason to quit themselves with meth its just something they think they need. You keeping your distance is the best for both of you because if your friend gets mad at you they will just go do more and find some way to use you. The trouble part of it is the worst - just being associated with them makes the cops frown on you.
Distancing yourself also will at some point clue your friend into the possible path of cleaning themselves. When you lose enough friends you wonder why.

At least thats what happened for me.
I lost everything a few times but not anymore Im done with that life its so not worth your own life!!

Take Dakotah's advice! Stay away from it and the people that use it. She sounds like she really knows what she's talking about. I only say this because my X-girlfriend is an every day user. You can't help someone that doesn't want help. Good luck in your decision!

 

[Alpine]

thanks - its a passion for me to pass on what i know alot about.
i know what you mean when you say they hadntslept all summer - very true !!! the true thing about that is that they never really did sleep - we would lay down for 10-15 minutes and get up as if we had slept for hours and go back to doing more of the retarded shit that preoccupied us for hours - my biggest things were drawing for hours; writing; cleaning; doing fingernails for my other druggie gfriends; and putting makeup on and off; we even robbed people; and drove for hours; and spent lots of time in walmart Geigh huh?
QUOTE]

Funny how meth addicts do the same exact things! Obviously no sleep, drawing, cleaning, doing fingernails, drive for hours, and even spending lots of time in Walmart....saw my X-girl do all of those same things. Fucking rediculous if you ask me.

 

[Alpine]

meth is so cheap and so easy to get so its everywhere...coke costs $$

Ya think so? In my area meth is more expensive than coke when equal weight is compared.

 

[Alpine]

Meth teeth.

Gag. :gag: :goodgodgag:




P.S. I am not coming back to this thread anymore after posting this, because I am NOT seeing this again.

That picture can't be someone's teeth! OMG!

 

[AristotleBC]

IMO for meth users the staying awake part isn't purposeful, it's just a side effect

ie, the desire is to get high and continue to get high repeatedly, but when you do so, you can't sleep, but the desire to use more overrides the idea of going to sleep

 

[Jade19]

Time to ask yourself how worthwhile your boyfriend is and will this be your future? More like no future if you stick with him. Look how far his companions have gone. The dude is older than me and he's still doing that shit? You're a young girl, don't think this guy is something special. He sounds like a bottom feeder. Not to offend you, but it's the truth. He's older than me and still doesn't have his shit together. So when will it be? When he's 40? Too late then. Girls always get the shit-end of the stick when they're in a relationship with a junkie BF. Junkies are the biggest liars too. Nothing and nobody matters except them when it all comes down to it.

Hes a drunk.

 

[USMC fighter]

omg i watched a guy pull 2 of his teeth out when he was tweeking, that was enough to make me stop

 

[Gymgurl]

If he is using that stuff you can kiss any relationship good bye..his love affair will be the drugs not you

 

[Jade19]

omg i watched a guy pull 2 of his teeth out when he was tweeking, that was enough to make me stop

whoa!!! Thatd be something that would disturb me for the rest of my life!

 

[Alpine]

Funny how I responded to this thread last night and when I woke up I had gotten an email from the X-girlfriend I spoke about earlier. Here's a quote from the email and typical of her (a meth addict) -

"was wondering if u ever got my response since i had been up 4 almost a week when i wrote it and hadn't heard from u. Was curious 2 hear what u r up 2 these days."


j "

Nope, not responding to that email. No way!