Letting go...

[Deleted member 33117]

Ok, alot of the Sheets have followed my fucked up love life on here. The girl who I feel for who dumped me, and ask me to never call her or come by her place again, is still on my mind. I know that it will never happen, but even after a month I'm so depressed (of course I have other major issues going on as well). I never took her off of my yahoo messenger,, because I just can't bring myself to do it, and she is online right now... she asked me to not call her, and I assume that means IMing her as well. I never met anyone else worth my time, or that special. I feel so undeserving of having had her for the short time I did. I truely wish that I could move on, but I can't.

I even have a good friend who is a fuck buddy right now, and we talked about this, and I told her (she understood at least) that I am in love with someone else, and my feelings have not dimenished at all, and I couldn't give her my love. My fuck buddy is a nice person who has had a hard life and deserves someone to love her, but it can't be me. The other girl, is the only person I have ever been with that I could see myself with the rest of my life. This sounds fucked up, but when I first meet her, I truely thought I had found my soul mate.

How do I move on?

 

[SoKlueles]

I keep asking myself the same question .....just take it one day at a time ....im learning this right now.

 

[canadianhitman]

The only thing that will reveal the answer is the passage of time. It sucks, but that's the way it is. For now, it's gonna hurt...but keep in mind that it will hurt just a teeny bit less every day.

 

[jubei]

Wow BBF I feel your pain bro...really. Its the price you pay for letting opening up to that degree. It gets easier with time bro. Best of luck. : )

 

[BileStew]

Pain is the best experience,. The harder the blow, the stronger the body, mind and soul become later on in life.

Don't contact her. Let the old saying; "Let her go, if it was meant to be, she'll come back to you" play here.

 

[jubei]

^^

Great advice. Despite how you feel, its a great time to really find yourself. Try and realize that you are deserving of better, not worse.

 

[RADAR]

been there my friend,however when the right one comes along you will be thankful that this was meant to be.

RADAR

 

[Dial_tone]

I was in love with someone for almost 8 years. For the first 3 I didn't realize they felt the same and after that it was too late to do anything about it. For 8 years she was all I wanted in life. I finally accepted that nothing was going to come of it and that I was doomed to be miserable until I did accept it. You're still in college and way too young to be thinking that fatalistic. I've met some great women since then including one i'm involved with now.

 

[Gymgurl]

Time always heals everything.

 

[-SD-]

How old are you bro.
Also the first thing you need to do is delete her from the YM list or it will be staring at you everytime she is online, taunting you to message her. In order to let go of someone you have to literally cut off all ways of communication.