I just got off night patrol (no more REACT ), and finally got to read my mail that I got today. Well, it was my son's mother. We had been talking about getting back together....now she doesn't want to have anything to do with me. FUCK WOMEN. My heart is broken beyond all repair and I'm 1,000 of miles from her. GREAT...at least she *says* she'll let me see my son whenever I want. I AM REALLY DEPRESSED NOW...when I get back, I'm going back to my playa ways...I gave her my heart, and she took advantage of my love..... I'm supposed to be in the rack right now (sleeping), but I had to talk to somebody..... I'm supposed to be the immature one (I'm 21), but she is and she's 26...WTF?