KillahBee
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And, no, this isn't like Becoming, who makes his women cut their hair, put on a dress shirt and shorts and call themselves, "Little Billy". Nor is this in reference to some grotesque disformation in the general genital area, a la Ejaculator. And, no, this is not another aap thread about the troubles of being a male interested in women, when I actually have a vagina where my penis should be, so it make things complicated.
This is about the fact that I don' think it is possible for me to enjoy your normal, everday sex with the missus. This came about while my penis was inside the urethra of a young lady this weekend. She was pretty hot, great little tush on her. While I should have een very excited, as my hand got a day off b/c of this adventure, I did not enjoy it at all. Sure, there were moans, ejaculations of various sorts, light yelling. But no ass slapping, choking, hair pulling. There were no utterings of, "Fuck me like a school girl" or "This is your pussy - take it!" or even "I'm gonna cum" / "Give me the good stuff!". Perhaps it is the years of snuff porn, or the last few girls I have been with that just plain old NEEDED it dirty, rough, and even a little violent (thanks to their dads and their checkbooks in place of hugs...). I don't know. I just don't know.
This is about the fact that I don' think it is possible for me to enjoy your normal, everday sex with the missus. This came about while my penis was inside the urethra of a young lady this weekend. She was pretty hot, great little tush on her. While I should have een very excited, as my hand got a day off b/c of this adventure, I did not enjoy it at all. Sure, there were moans, ejaculations of various sorts, light yelling. But no ass slapping, choking, hair pulling. There were no utterings of, "Fuck me like a school girl" or "This is your pussy - take it!" or even "I'm gonna cum" / "Give me the good stuff!". Perhaps it is the years of snuff porn, or the last few girls I have been with that just plain old NEEDED it dirty, rough, and even a little violent (thanks to their dads and their checkbooks in place of hugs...). I don't know. I just don't know.