raina.. i lost all my pictures of me in my dress.. but i'll think about putting up a wedding pic when i get back (that's if everything goes as planned)..
wodin.. oh shit.. you might be right... maybe THAT's why it's so difficult for me to commit.. because the gay inner me is fighting to get out.. causing problems on the outer me.. hmmmmm...
thx johnny.. so do i.. i feel better when i'm in that shape.. i'll be back there by mid july or so..
dude.. omg.. what if i really am??? what if you and wodin are right.. should i keep repressing it and just go ahead with the wedding.. or maybe i won't be able to hold it in any longer.. and then right when i'm supposed to say "i do"... i'll scream at the top of my lungs "I'M GAYYYYYY!!!!".. leaving my family and the rest of the onlookers open-mouthed and in shock...
As AA said "what do YOU like?" Also, just how depressing it is going to be if everyone likes the "ab" picture. Be happy with how your body looks NOW not what it USED to look like or what you WANT it to look like.