Fatal Car Crash that almost ended my life

[Djicy]

Well fellas I'm here typing this in a wheel chair doctors tell me I may never walk again. I really want to end my life but I guess I'm just happy to be alive even though anything enjoyable I could ever do is gone!!!! Its weird because the first thing I thought about after the doctor told me this was damn never play sports or work out hard again, not how I'm gonna support myself finacially and how hard I worked for a college degree that is basically down the drain now. I don't want anyone on here to feel sorry for me I just want you guys to appreciate how truly lucky you guys are to walk every day and do the little things I'll never be able to do ever again. Bad part is i was just about to start my first real cycle and I'll never really expierence the changes my body makes like you guys will. I'm basically broke and will be paying doctors bills the rest of my life because of no medical insurance. I'm staring at my cycle and kicking myself because I have over 600 bux of gear I will never be able to use. Its crazy the main thing I'm really upset about is not being able to work out and use this gear because of the image in my head i wanted to be now I'm a damn cripple whos good for nothing! Well sorry I had to share my pathetic sob story with you guys I'm sure noone really wants to hear this and get depressed today for no reason.
I meet some awesome people on here and I probably won't be around much anymore but i will pop my head in some times to say hello. Right now my goal is to work my ass off and one day walk again and prove everyone wrong. Well wish me luck guys I'll miss you guys but will think about the inspiration you give when I'm at my lowest point and ready to give up!

 

[jrlex]

Well fellas I'm here typing this in a wheel chair doctors tell me I may never walk again. I really want to end my life but I guess I'm just happy to be alive even though anything enjoyable I could ever do is gone!!!! Its weird because the first thing I thought about after the doctor told me this was damn never play sports or work out hard again, not how I'm gonna support myself finacially and how hard I worked for a college degree that is basically down the drain now. I don't want anyone on here to feel sorry for me I just want you guys to appreciate how truly lucky you guys are to walk every day and do the little things I'll never be able to do ever again. Bad part is i was just about to start my first real cycle and I'll never really expierence the changes my body makes like you guys will. I'm basically broke and will be paying doctors bills the rest of my life because of no medical insurance. I'm staring at my cycle and kicking myself because I have over 600 bux of gear I will never be able to use. Its crazy the main thing I'm really upset about is not being able to work out and use this gear because of the image in my head i wanted to be now I'm a damn cripple whos good for nothing! Well sorry I had to share my pathetic sob story with you guys I'm sure noone really wants to hear this and get depressed today for no reason.
I meet some awesome people on here and I probably won't be around much anymore but i will pop my head in some times to say hello. Right now my goal is to work my ass off and one day walk again and prove everyone wrong. Well wish me luck guys I'll miss you guys but will think about the inspiration you give when I'm at my lowest point and ready to give up!

There's nothing I can say to make you feel better only that I'm really sorry this happend. Take care bro and I hope you get through this.

Peace.

 

[Güclü_oglan]

Don't worry i've seen it twice where people get injured severily from a car crash and get told they won't walk again, and both of them can walk. I've seen it twice and i'm sure i'll se it again, don't give up your life at least if you try you've got nothing to lose because your chances are always bright. If you didn't get the problems from a hard hit to your head your chances are always good no matter how bad it looks at the moment

 

[pudding]

Well fellas I'm here typing this in a wheel chair doctors tell me I may never walk again. I really want to end my life but I guess I'm just happy to be alive even though anything enjoyable I could ever do is gone!!!! Its weird because the first thing I thought about after the doctor told me this was damn never play sports or work out hard again, not how I'm gonna support myself finacially and how hard I worked for a college degree that is basically down the drain now. I don't want anyone on here to feel sorry for me I just want you guys to appreciate how truly lucky you guys are to walk every day and do the little things I'll never be able to do ever again. Bad part is i was just about to start my first real cycle and I'll never really expierence the changes my body makes like you guys will. I'm basically broke and will be paying doctors bills the rest of my life because of no medical insurance. I'm staring at my cycle and kicking myself because I have over 600 bux of gear I will never be able to use. Its crazy the main thing I'm really upset about is not being able to work out and use this gear because of the image in my head i wanted to be now I'm a damn cripple whos good for nothing! Well sorry I had to share my pathetic sob story with you guys I'm sure noone really wants to hear this and get depressed today for no reason.
I meet some awesome people on here and I probably won't be around much anymore but i will pop my head in some times to say hello. Right now my goal is to work my ass off and one day walk again and prove everyone wrong. Well wish me luck guys I'll miss you guys but will think about the inspiration you give when I'm at my lowest point and ready to give up!

DO NOT EVER GIVE UP, disabilities can be worked around. I have personal knowledge of this. At one point I felt the same way you do. Pull it together mentally. We have an amazing abilility to do things we never thought we could. NEVER GIVE UP HOPE

 

[swordfish151]

damn bro, im sorry to hear that...what actually happend...i mean the car crash....im sure you will work your ass off and soon be on the road to recovery

 

[jnevin]

Beat it bor. Prove them wrong. All the positive thoughts and best wishes in the world for you.

 

[Djicy]

damn bro, im sorry to hear that...what actually happend...i mean the car crash....im sure you will work your ass off and soon be on the road to recovery

What happened makes it even worse i got T-boned by a drunk and it was a hit and run so until they find him I get no support financially. i say its a drunk because noone sober runs a red light going as fast as he was then just takes off if he was sober he's got MAJOR problems either way he's a fucking piece of shit low life. There was no way i could get his license plate number and no witnesses where around at the time fucking sux!

 

[Djicy]

thnx for all the positive posts on here makes me feel good!

 

[Makavelli]

I'm sorry to hear that. Prove the doc wrong and beat that mutha fucka! I wish you strength and hope on your journey to win this battle.

"Strength and Honor"

 

[duke of earl]

Sorry to hear it mate - you gotta use the energy you would have used to work out to get back on your feet - like you say you're still alive & you've got a second chance - some people don't even get that. Good luck, believe in yourself & work like a motherfu<ker!
Peace & all the best DOE