Lets just say.. its not a relationship. It's all she wanted, so I'm fine with that. and STFU, she was conscious and alive. She was a bit chubby.. but shit, im a fatass... I gotta stop thinking I can get something I can't.
Who the fuck said I wanted it to be a relationship? Not me.
Don't know if I would call it a win either though. But, it was a learning experience.. and it won't happen again. Save my shit for someone I actually care about...