dieting blues....and updated pics
I hate the mixed emotions that come with dieting. I started 4 weeks ago at around 235 at 13% and felt nice and big. I was tested on monday at 10% at 220lbs. I know that I must look better, but I'm starting to feel really small. I'm used to stepping on the scale and praying that it went up, now its going down every time I step on it, and its good, but it still seems like its going in the wrong direction.
I do have updated pics, but cant post them as I dont have any web space to host them on, and I'm not platinum anymore...
This is bigorexia at its worst