I agree with pretty much everything people have said:
Rush to the brain and other parts made me overzealous and too giving/needy - still can't help that I felt that way. And he could've handled things differently as well. We've talked a couple of times - and right now we're at the... forget about any labels or expectations, if we talk on the phone or message, we do - if we don't well.... Because we were talking on Skype on... Sunday night he finally talked to me. Basically he's saying, "I don't know what to do"... etc., and it just seemed easier to say well it's not like we have to make a decision and never talk again... so I've left him the F alone and the past couple nights he's been the one saying goodnight for a sec.
thanks everybody for your words - even if they didn't "seem" positive, I understand and appreciate that you're really just giving it to me straight. Oh, I've worked out now for 7 days in a row! I have been so inconsistent, generally 3 days a week or so.