Thanks CB!! I appreciate the words. I'm doing pretty good, all things considered but just need to get that structure in place..the default plan you speak of. I love the DBS...that gives me a great visual to picture!! We are definitely the rock!![]()
P.S. I would love to have "the rock" lol![]()
Here you go!
Hey Cg Im on
Y way out now will reply soon as I get back. Just a quick note tho you don't beat yourself up chic it's just a glitch what doesn't kill us makes us stronger. You guna be killa for your 40th I promise you.
Donna
Time for an update since it's been a few days.
Even though this update won't sound very positive, it really is. So keep that in mind when reading.![]()
The last few days have had some unexpected personal and physical challenges and I haven't been in the gym in 3 days. It seems like when it rains, it pours and I've just been pretty fatigued from yet more stress.
That being said, it's helped me to really evaluate where I'm at in terms of goals, which is what this 4 week period was all about. I won't make a final decision until next weekend, at the end of the 4 weeks, but I am leaning towards not starting the official contest prep on Jan 21. If I did, it would be 22 weeks out and I'd have to kick in to heavy duty prep mode and I honestly do not feel that I'm 100% there yet. I can smile and do all the "ra ra" cheering but reality is a little bit different. Prep, in my opinion, is something you need to be totally committed to....ya gotta be there 110% mentally and it involves a lot of sacrifice in the other areas of your life. My life has been so unsettled and stressful in the last 8 months and I honestly just don't think I have it in me to put myself right back into a stressful situation! A different stress but stress still the same and I'd be kidding myself if I said I wouldn't be chronically stressed hitting prep in a week. I need a month or two of just calmness and peace and the ability to focus on myself without running myself ragged.
There is a beauty to the sport, though, and that is that the stage will always be there.
Like I said, I'll decide for sure in another week but that is where I'm leaning. I'm going to continue to diet and train and keep moving in that direction but I still want the flexibility that will allow me adequate rest, guilt free if I miss a meal or a cardio session and I need to continue to build up my training regimen and strength. So...the goal has changed only in the sense of the timeline and urgency. And....if I still want to compete, I can hit prep mode in April or May and be in a much better position to start it. Hopefully, life will have settled down, I'll be in better shape physically and ready to hit it really hard.
I'm still gonna look good for the big 40th though. That is not an option!!![]()
Hey Cg Im on
Y way out now will reply soon as I get back. Just a quick note tho you don't beat yourself up chic it's just a glitch what doesn't kill us makes us stronger. You guna be killa for your 40th I promise you.
Donna
I agree with Donna.
you know when its so dark out and you making a trip somewhere and the only lights are the headlight from your car to guide you, and you can only see the next few feet on the road. you cant see the end of road to your destination but if you keep driving another 20 feet will be illuminated and then the next and before you know it your there. if you hit a little rock or bump, no biggie, you'll still get to your destination if you just keep driving, no need to stop on that dark road halfway and fret about a little bump. Just blast some music and keep on rolling and you'll be there before you know it!
Sigh. You have no idea how much better I feel after reading this.
I'm a big old stress ball too. My husband has been unemployed for eight months and we're trying to start our own business but we keep getting doors shut in our faces. Add to that, I went back to work this week and I'm not a big fan of my job.
By nature, I'm an emotional eater. I wouldn't say I binge or even overeat, but I also don't often deny a craving, within limitation of course. On day 7, I wanted to give in to that craving. I didn't though. And today, I wanted waffle fries bc I could smell them in the air while walking across campus. Grrrrr!!! I still didn't cave.
Life is hard. Dieting is harder.I am gonna push it til the end of the month and then reassess. I like having the goal of the competition. It gives me something to train for and it does inspire me. And I've been so public about entering this contest to keep me accountable to it.
So I'll see what I look like at the end of January. If I'm not happy with the progress, I'll set a new goal.
So I talked all about myself here in order to relay this most important point: I totally feel ya, girl.I know exactly what you're talking about and I'm so glad there's someone else out there that "gets it" too.
I'm glad to know you've made peace with your goals. That is one thing-well, another thing, actually lol- that I'm still grappling with.
I'm getting excited that you're excited,Keep your chin up my lady!
Hey so sorry to hear bout your sister hope she's going to be ok,
And a big massive well done to you chic 70% of we're you left off before injury is incredible I had no idea you wre picking up pace like that,
I wasn't in the gym Wednesday as my sister had some emergency surgery (discovered an ectopic pregnancy) so I spent the evening at the hospital with her very anxious hubby.
As tired as I felt yesterday, I hit the gym and had a really good workout. I'm moving over to a max ot style training to start building my strength back up. I love this style of training and have seen great results with it in the past, so am excited to do a round of it. Last night, I trained back/ bis and probably hit about 70% of my max of where I left off pre injury.
I didn't really max out though on any lifts but wanted to get a feel for where I was and where I can start the official split next week. My arm/ shoulder are holding strong!
Max ot has 5 warm up sets to start....reps start from 12 and drop to 1, as weight increases, followed by 2-3 working sets. I won't be logging the warm up sets here but just so you know they're there.
Seated row/ narrow grip
3 sets of 6 - 100 lbs
Lat pull down/ wide grip
75 lbs - 6
90 lbs - 6
95 lbs - 6 (will start here next time)
Straight arm pull down
90 lbs - 6
95 lbs- 6
100 lbs - 6 (start here)
Hammer curls
17.5 lbs - 15
20 lbs - 8
22.5 lbs - 6
22 mins cardio. Moderate intensity. My knees have been killing the last two days (leftover pains from years of playing basketball and skiing) but everytime the weather changes, I feel it and we are heading for a really freaking cold streak here (-30c)!!! Needless to say....achy knees.
I'm feeling physically stronger everyday!
Seriously... These similarities between the two of us have gotta stop!I too was a baller from the age of 8 all the way thru college. My knees suck! And after legs yesterday, they were done!
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LOL...so cool!! I played all the way through the college days and I remember when I stopped being part of a team, I really felt like I'd lost a part of my identity. It was a weird time having to learn how to re-define myself. But somedays, now....even walking up and down stairs is a killer.![]()
Thanks Donna. She seems to be doing pretty well, all things considered.
Back is one of my strengths and most of the lifts don't aggravate my injuries, but I'm sure the chest/ shoulder won't be quite as strong but....definitely moving in the right direction.![]()
I hear you there, sista. That's why I like to think of this crew as a team... corny? yes. But it works in my brain.
re: the knees. Yes. It takes me almost 30 minutes to get moving in the morning with all the creaking and popping. It's bad. But if this body isn't used up by the time my soul leaves it I haven't done my job![]()
It sounds like you're making excellent progress. Goal #1=NO MORE INJURIES!!!!!!!!!! Do you swim/bike/row? There are so many other choices for cardio other than the traditional weight-bearing stuff. Every time I go to the gym there's a new freaking spaceship-elliptical. I'm kind of scared to get on some of them!
Last thought, and then I'll shut up, working with and around an injury is a great time to focus on diet. Are you taking the high dose C, collagen, zinc, fish oil, glutamine, yadda yadda yadda? Nutrition is so much more than calories. I know you know this but I always benefit from the reminder. Happy to be a second set of eyes if you want. xo
Glad to hear your sister is OK.
I know all about injuries and how frustrating they can be just take it slow and listen to your body and you'll get that strength back up! I agree 100% with CB nutrition and the bicycle has done wonders for my knees!
Keep it up there's no place left to go but up!![]()
My diet is the goal for the week. It's been off this week for sure. It's the missing piece to the puzzle currently. It wasn't bad the first two weeks but I just need that plan in writing, rather then winging it because then when the unexpected hits, I'm improvising with chocolate. lol I will usually write it out and then cook up most of the week's meals over the weekend so I'm set. I have a date with the Foreman Grill this weekend.
Supplements...always a good reminder. I am taking most of those. I think the only thing I don't take is glutamine. I tend to be a minimalist when it comes to supps and glutamine is one I never really felt much difference with. Some of it is strictly budgeting issues and some of it is a healthy dose of "didn't do much for me". If money wasn't a factor, I'd probably use a lot more of them though. Just because. lol I swear by the fish oil though. I will notice a change within 4-5 days of not taking it.
I could probably increase the vitamin C dose though...any recommendations on daily amount??
re diet: let me know how I can best support you. Sometimes it helps just to commit it to someone/anyone. This is also the hardest thing to do if you've been "winging it". Happy to just listen if you wanna vent about it.
Supps: most people who don't notice a difference with Glutamine (in my experience) aren't taking enough. The literature says up to 20000 mg (20 g) daily... Most people don't take 1/4 of that. I take 15 g and definitely notice a difference in muscle soreness without it. I'd say experiment with gradually increasing the dose (just make sure to drink plenty of water!) and see if it helps.
Vitamin C when healing from injury I'd rec 1 g daily. I would take it in the morning with food and again make sure to get plenty of H2O.
If you're taking Fish Oil (which is great) I would probably also add a vitamin D supp at the same time. There is no way you're getting enough sun up there!
xo
PS I kick the chocolate cravings with a small spoonful of straight cacao (unsweetened) or cocoa powder (also unsweetened). It gives you a little buzz (from the theobromine, which is a caffeine analog) and knocks the taste craving thing out of me. If you crave nuts a lot I would stay away from the solid stuff because of it's high fat content, but try choking down even a teaspoon of straight cocoa powder. Lol
re diet: let me know how I can best support you. Sometimes it helps just to commit it to someone/anyone. This is also the hardest thing to do if you've been "winging it". Happy to just listen if you wanna vent about it.
Supps: most people who don't notice a difference with Glutamine (in my experience) aren't taking enough. The literature says up to 20000 mg (20 g) daily... Most people don't take 1/4 of that. I take 15 g and definitely notice a difference in muscle soreness without it. I'd say experiment with gradually increasing the dose (just make sure to drink plenty of water!) and see if it helps.
Vitamin C when healing from injury I'd rec 1 g daily. I would take it in the morning with food and again make sure to get plenty of H2O.
If you're taking Fish Oil (which is great) I would probably also add a vitamin D supp at the same time. There is no way you're getting enough sun up there!
xo
PS I kick the chocolate cravings with a small spoonful of straight cacao (unsweetened) or cocoa powder (also unsweetened). It gives you a little buzz (from the theobromine, which is a caffeine analog) and knocks the taste craving thing out of me. If you crave nuts a lot I would stay away from the solid stuff because of it's high fat content, but try choking down even a teaspoon of straight cocoa powder. Lol
Just a quick note..I've been out running all my errands and doing mass grocery shopping so far today. When they tell us that the cold and snow are coming and -30 is happening tomorrow, I go into hibernation mode! You'd think I was shopping for the end of the world! LOL But...the less I have to go out next week, the better.
Diet is half done and will get the rest done and posted.
Have a great day!![]()
re diet: let me know how I can best support you. Sometimes it helps just to commit it to someone/anyone. This is also the hardest thing to do if you've been "winging it". Happy to just listen if you wanna vent about it.
Supps: most people who don't notice a difference with Glutamine (in my experience) aren't taking enough. The literature says up to 20000 mg (20 g) daily... Most people don't take 1/4 of that. I take 15 g and definitely notice a difference in muscle soreness without it. I'd say experiment with gradually increasing the dose (just make sure to drink plenty of water!) and see if it helps.
Vitamin C when healing from injury I'd rec 1 g daily. I would take it in the morning with food and again make sure to get plenty of H2O.
If you're taking Fish Oil (which is great) I would probably also add a vitamin D supp at the same time. There is no way you're getting enough sun up there!
xo
PS I kick the chocolate cravings with a small spoonful of straight cacao (unsweetened) or cocoa powder (also unsweetened). It gives you a little buzz (from the theobromine, which is a caffeine analog) and knocks the taste craving thing out of me. If you crave nuts a lot I would stay away from the solid stuff because of it's high fat content, but try choking down even a teaspoon of straight cocoa powder. Lol
LOL...so cool!! I played all the way through the college days and I remember when I stopped being part of a team, I really felt like I'd lost a part of my identity. It was a weird time having to learn how to re-define myself. But somedays, now....even walking up and down stairs is a killer.![]()
Evening everyone!
First...figurechamp...amazing avi! You look great and you should definitely compete!
I just want you all to know that I am usually a very happy, carefree person and my log has been overcome with all of my trials and challenges of the last months. Unfortunately, they are continuing and this weekend has been a rough one. I will spare you all the gory details but wanted you to know that I haven't given up on my goals and fitness. I usually have great follow through but cleaning up some messes in my life is proving to be far more difficult then I had imagined and it's getting in the way right now.
I will be back with a vengeance soon enough but need a few days yet. Don't give up on me!
Thanks for all the support too. I truly and sincerely appreciate each and every one of you.![]()
Awww thanks Cali!
Ur post reminds me of a quote from Henry Rollins that I would totally butcher if I tried to write it here, but it begins something like "the iron never lies to you" and he goes on to express that in spite of life's trials and tribulations, the gym is always there. It's a constant. And keeps us grounded.
Keep on pushin those doors. Eventually one's gonna open in your favor!![]()
Yeah Cali Girl.. great advise from everyone here!!
Keep focused on the positive and don't let people bring you down, and if you really can't avoid it, use the bad energy for motivation to something positve!!
You were always there for me.. so feel free to PM if you want to vent.. or need a chat...
My thoughts go out!
Rachel...so great to see you. Thank you! I really appreciate it. I have turned a corner this week and despite everything feel very empowered and stronger. There are moments of exhaustion but I will come out the other end a better person. The anger will motivate my workouts, definitely! Thanks again girl!![]()
This is great to hear! which reminds me did you get my message???
I also wanted to add that I am very grateful for all of you who read my log and post comments and support. It has made a difference for me in my real life and I consider all of you friends.
You all know I've been to hell and back and this last week was by far, the most challenging I've ever faced and for the first time, in a long time, I feel strong again. I kicked some ass, stood up for myself, and really feel that "take no prisoners" attitude. I'm perhaps a bit overboard currently because I have a bit of an edge and that "f*&k you" attitude but it feels so good, compared to the feeling of being a victim.
I don't mean this in anything but a humble way but I feel proud of myself and I am excited to get back into my life, get back into a routine and get really focused on my goals. I am one of those people who is usually nothing but hard on myself and my own worst critic and today, I took time to reflect on where I've been recently and how I've managed to survive and come out the other side standing tall.
Don't ever forget who you are and always stay true to yourself. As people dedicated to fitness, we share a common characteristic and that is that we don't give up. We stay the course and we continue on in our goals, even when it's tough. The qualities that get us in the gym time and time again, are the same qualities that can get us through our challenges in life. Determination, perseverance, commitment.
So, kick some ass this week my EF friends. We are a strong group and we will all get where we need to be this year! I have faith in all of us, including faith in myself.
Night!!![]()
I also wanted to add that I am very grateful for all of you who read my log and post comments and support. It has made a difference for me in my real life and I consider all of you friends.
You all know I've been to hell and back and this last week was by far, the most challenging I've ever faced and for the first time, in a long time, I feel strong again. I kicked some ass, stood up for myself, and really feel that "take no prisoners" attitude. I'm perhaps a bit overboard currently because I have a bit of an edge and that "f*&k you" attitude but it feels so good, compared to the feeling of being a victim.
I don't mean this in anything but a humble way but I feel proud of myself and I am excited to get back into my life, get back into a routine and get really focused on my goals. I am one of those people who is usually nothing but hard on myself and my own worst critic and today, I took time to reflect on where I've been recently and how I've managed to survive and come out the other side standing tall.
Don't ever forget who you are and always stay true to yourself. As people dedicated to fitness, we share a common characteristic and that is that we don't give up. We stay the course and we continue on in our goals, even when it's tough. The qualities that get us in the gym time and time again, are the same qualities that can get us through our challenges in life. Determination, perseverance, commitment.
So, kick some ass this week my EF friends. We are a strong group and we will all get where we need to be this year! I have faith in all of us, including faith in myself.
Night!!![]()
Cali do you need help with making someone disappear lol? Just sayin' a lot of people go missing here without ever being found. I'm here for you if you ever need help with anything
Cali do you need help with making someone disappear lol? Just sayin' a lot of people go missing here without ever being found. I'm here for you if you ever need help with anything
LOL...ya I guess we are the murder capital of Canada aren't we??
How're ya feeling Stero??
What a great post Cali, I have read it a few times and get goosepimply.. I'm so happy you've managed to face your demons and overcome them..I also wanted to add that I am very grateful for all of you who read my log and post comments and support. It has made a difference for me in my real life and I consider all of you friends.
You all know I've been to hell and back and this last week was by far, the most challenging I've ever faced and for the first time, in a long time, I feel strong again. I kicked some ass, stood up for myself, and really feel that "take no prisoners" attitude. I'm perhaps a bit overboard currently because I have a bit of an edge and that "f*&k you" attitude but it feels so good, compared to the feeling of being a victim.
I don't mean this in anything but a humble way but I feel proud of myself and I am excited to get back into my life, get back into a routine and get really focused on my goals. I am one of those people who is usually nothing but hard on myself and my own worst critic and today, I took time to reflect on where I've been recently and how I've managed to survive and come out the other side standing tall.
Don't ever forget who you are and always stay true to yourself. As people dedicated to fitness, we share a common characteristic and that is that we don't give up. We stay the course and we continue on in our goals, even when it's tough. The qualities that get us in the gym time and time again, are the same qualities that can get us through our challenges in life. Determination, perseverance, commitment.
So, kick some ass this week my EF friends. We are a strong group and we will all get where we need to be this year! I have faith in all of us, including faith in myself.
Night!!![]()

Get up and get in that gym girl Today is a new day! Lets make it a good one!![]()
What a great post Cali, I have read it a few times and get goosepimply.. I'm so happy you've managed to face your demons and overcome them..
This is so inspirational... 2012 is going to be a great year!!
You are truly an inspiration Johhny! Thank you for everything you have done for me in the last few days.
Have u started writing up the script for the book, "the douchebag diet?" coz ur gonna wanna make sure u include a chapter "when douchers confiscate your shit: how to cope".maybe u should hire a hit man and put the doucher out of your misery. Lol
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Have u started writing up the script for the book, "the douchebag diet?" coz ur gonna wanna make sure u include a chapter "when douchers confiscate your shit: how to cope".maybe u should hire a hit man and put the doucher out of your misery. Lol
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^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^LOL...the douchebag diet is still treating me well!! I was talking to one of the doctors at work today about GH. He said there's been studies out of Europe (he's from Russia) showing GH use increases risk of cancer. I asked him for some references etc but no such luck at the moment. I'd like to see them though.
Time for me to start learning about peptides. I think they would be more in the budget!
P.S. Actually I haven't weighed myself lately. My appetite is coming back so must mean I'm moving on to phase 2 which would be the "getting over said douche bag" diet! LOL
Thanks guys. I am going to have to look into sarms more. I know QT has run it before and liked it. OWL...what do you mean about vision side effects on the 5th day??
Radar, I was thinking about the gh and cancer cells and wondered if that would be more it vs just the simple statement of gh causes cancer. More that it would develop what was already there. Thanks for the input. I love to learn about this type of thing.
I did get in the gym yesterday and just did 30 mins of cardio.
I weighed in this morning and am still at 167.2.
Today is the first Saturday in a long time that I woke up and didn't feel like I had the weight of the world on me. I am almost there you guys! Man it's a process getting over things!
I have two goals for the weekend.
- get the diet finished and food prepared for the work week.
- get my training program laid out. Meaning...print off the maxot sheets and have a schedule.
So..pretty much the same goals for the last 5 weeks!! LOL
It's all good....I got this now!![]()
I run mine 5 days on and 2 off so mon-fri. In my experience by the 5th day when it has built up in my system I start seeing a little yellow tint to things and my eyes don't adjust quite right when coming inside after being in sunlight. It is definitely not something that is unmanageable by any means. However they don't normally start until day 5 if that makes sense?
At least your goals are more positive than mine typically are. I usually have one goal, every week: "get through this shit. "![]()
Hump day update.....there is no humping going on up here! Dammit! LOL
I have been in the gym both Monday and Tuesday. Woo hoo! A whole two day roll so far.
Monday I did legs and cardio.
Tuesday was back and cardio.
I can really notice a difference in strength with being so inconsistant in both diet and training. So...a little note for myself. It takes about 3.5 weeks of poor diet and poor training to really feel it. That's something for me to learn as I've never paid attention before. I know, when I'm moving in the right direction, it takes about 2 weeks for my body to adjust to regular training and proper diet. Always good to learn that type of thing about yourself!![]()
This is great to hear cali 2 days in a row is a start!!!keep it up my friend!
Morning everyone! I had a long day at work yesterday...had a late day ER consult with an attempted hanging so ended up working 12 hours. Today is my son's 16th birthday so I'm not sure I'll be in the gym today either but we will see how things go. He might spend some time with his friends instead.![]()
spend time with your son, thats how memories are created, after that you can't get them back!
Yeah I know like when your friends don't come visit your log? Lol great to see you cali! Nice job on the leg workout. Keep it up!
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