omg, help, ugh.  i feel like i'm about to pass out.  wth?
i've changed my mind, wait...no i didn't...yes i did...i don't want to compete anymore...i mean yes i do..wait wait, no i dont. 
holy crap....i'd offer you guys a spot inside my head right now but i fear there's little room for me to figure out what's going on. hah
ugh...carb loading....ugh.