antidepressants

[smallmovesal]

this is going to sound bad but i've had suicidal thoughts more and more frequently. i'm not even considering it so don't think i'd do it... but i don't know why i'm having those thoughts. well, in a way i guess it's more that i'm tired of feeling this way. anyway they scare me.

and being a hermit makes me feel better most of the time.

 

[daised]

to be honest i'm scaring me...

i know what this si lilke, all i can say is that everything gets better, sometimes you can't even see when it will. it seems like life will always be horrible but it gets better. i also had to do a lot of self-realization. you must understand to control the things you can and not to worry about the things you can't. it took me a year of telling myself this before it sank in.

puc was always my support for sucide. he use to come to my house at 3 am to just hug me. i will always love him for this. he has saved my life.

 

[Johnny Zampon]

The #1 cause of death of people ages10 to 34 is suicide---

Age has nothing to do with what is in your mind. Anxiety and depression can be very serious and the answer is not that one has there whole life to lead, get over it. It can be very complexed but also simple. Sometimes one has to go through all the complexed shit before they understand how simple it can be. I'm still trying to master it but it can get a hold of me quite often.

theres nothing you can say that will get me to change my mind. you believe what you want, but personally, i think people that stay depressed for long periods of times are just weak minded people. again, i have never ever gone through some kind of depressing period. but when i do feel depressed about a certain thing, i just look at all the positives in my life, which there are many. in smalls case for instance, i would not have let the prof get to me. i would have considered it a battle. i'm not going to let some hag bitch ruin my life. i would have gone down fighting. i think just leaving school was a bad move for smalls, upon reflection, i'm sure she wishes she had fought the thing, that to me is the most depressing thing about it, she will always look back and see that some hag bitch got the best of her.

 

[danielson]

this is what id do

go out a little more. to the gym, to an exercise class. try and hook up with old friends every once in a while. dont keep yourself isolated as it might help sometimes to get your feelings out to someone in person that u trust.

speak to some relatives maybe, some people you trust. at the end of the day the bad feelings will stop and you have a while life ahead of you...cutting it this short would really be a waste

 

[Wombat]

this is going to sound bad but i've had suicidal thoughts more and more frequently. i'm not even considering it so don't think i'd do it... but i don't know why i'm having those thoughts. well, in a way i guess it's more that i'm tired of feeling this way. anyway they scare me.

and being a hermit makes me feel better most of the time.

Everytime I have those thoughts I always come to the same conclusion and that is ---There is no way that I should be having these thoughts---and I'm not going to be fooled by them --- They are in my head because I allow them to be and I have total control over them. There a trigger points that start those feelings in people. Find out what your trigger points are and over come them. The more negitive influences you can get rid of in your life will only help you. If you are surrounded by negitive energy, you will be become part of it. Its really that simple but very hard to rid them of your life.

 

[plifter]

Well, I suffer from bipolar disorder. I get real high on life sometimes and then out of no where I feel like blowing my head off with a shotgun. I had been doing better lately and then the god damned terrorists attacked and something else happened to me and I became depressed again. I'm starting to come back out of the depression now.

I take xanax, serzone, and paxil but when I feel really low none of these do anything. I've almost decided that my life's circumstances are what makes me happy or depressed.

 

[Johnny Zampon]

a lot of your problem smalls is that your still not over your ex.

 

[smallmovesal]

no i really don't want to end anything...

and honestly winny i'm a fighter usually but it was just a really bad situation and my friend who is still there said she still thinks i made the right decision... besides, i didn't want to be a professional artist i had realised and the masters was just costing me money for nothing.

i am going to try to get out more. i cancelled plans last night because i was just too stressed and shaky. next weekend i'll be out though.

i don't know what is triggering these thoughts wombat.

i'm only on 75 mg... i'm starting to wonder if it's enough.

 

[Kryp2o]

I think most people are as happy as they want to be. Depends on their priorities.

BINGO !!!

 

[daised]

sometimes anit-d's take up to 2 months to kick in, other times it'll only take 2 weeks. depends.