19/m/256,tryin to loose weight and gain musle definition,thinking about test prop with winny,I was usin liquid var until I got hospitalized for depression and anxiety,my anxiety is sever and the meds they put me on for dpression made me gain wight I been off the meds for a while now takin klonapin here and there when needed,question is what should ido?keep liftin and keep runni cardio and diet or sauce?I wanna hit the test/winny maybe substtute winny with the var since I have 3 bottles,tips please