Listen man, we have all been there. I have at least,my first two cycle were anavar only, 80/100mg. It was good, cut up pretty nicely,recovered a bit better than usual but nothing to write home about.
I was 35 years old at my first cycle, scared of needles/injecting to,you're not alone in this.
What i can tell you is that with your frame/build test will do so much more than anavar could ever. Run a moderate dose,400-500 mgs of test c or e. You can inject with 25guage needles,very,very small. It will be very much worth it. You can add the anavar to the first four or last four weeks of the cycle to kickstart or harden up.
Winstrol on it's own is not gonna do much for you but irritate your joints and cause your lipid profile to take a shit.
The vets on this board aren't preaching to you for nothing man,we've all been in your shoes and want to save you from wasting your time and money on oral only cycles. At minimum if you are deadset on this pin 250mg of test along with whatsoever you decide to run, you won't be disappointed.