I aren't going to zap you because if your statement is true, you are ultimately going to zap yourself probably fatally at some point. 1,500ng/dL year round is a supraphysiological dose and this is going to cause you serious issues sooner or later.
I started HRT in 2001 and my 21-day shot cycle of Sustanon 250 peaks at about 650ng/dL to a low of 320ng/dL. This very average blood level has resulted in a blood disorder called polycythaemia. This is a condition where my body produces excessive red blood cells, haematocrit, and platelets. I now have to have a pint or more of blood drained from me about every three months, and I also have to take aspirin and other drugs daily to help prevent me from getting blood clots, stroke, heart attack or embolism.
I've got this after 15 years of doing HRT the right and safest way known. What is going to happen to you do you think, after taking too much testosterone without necessary precautions in fifteen years time? That is presuming you make it to another 15 years.
Yes, the zaps might be amusing, your profile red squares certainly are, but you are getting zapped by people who are showing some care and concern for your kamikaze-like attitude. I think you are a young lad, so maybe, just maybe, you will dodge the bullets coming at you for a while yet. Nevertheless, sooner or later you are going to get hit. Where, will the bullet strike? In your hand, or leg, or will it hit right between the eyes?
I urge you to rethink your current strategy or lack of.
Best regards.
Craig