I just woke Up, again.
I had sixteen maybe less by calexico wake me up, and it is so sad. I mean the feelings of loss... That sweet sorrow, gets me choked up, I get a lump in my throat, and that sad feeling... its that feeling when you hear songs from your childhood.... that sort of sadness, the the sweet paradoxical regret based on the a mild insight that time is passing so quickly... and how you didn't notice it passing... and you will never be a child again... in this life. I realize now it is the limits that time presents that give our life meaning, and by habitually choosing comfort over balance and living... you separate yourself from this meaning.... You lose appreciation. It is this loss of appreciation that and its renewal through the loss, that brings a sense of wonder, through loss in this song. I love this song.
This is what Teddy will feel when he is in his 50s, about U.