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Hey, I'm phone posting... beat up.. cause of no sleep... I mean who's fault is that?
LOL... Yeah, someone does have my number.
LOL... Yeah, someone does have my number.
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Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down
Yeah... 2nd time you have hit it things right on the head.
I'm swamped, but will try to call later.
LOL... I'm gonna have something for ya soon.
Are you free yet?
I wanna talk.
Lol... I now imagine u sending off the tough vibe, and I see it... me, I, just look like a duck... Lol...
Goodnight ThandZilla.
Just got out of 2 hour meeting, and on campus and phone is down. Will leave soon so I can make 'Last Call'.
Yeah, the more I think about it... I mean it takes so much energy to focus on change, and internal growth takes all you got. It is so not conducive to the world that you would re'start.
Also, your gut told you to get out. The same voice is whispering again now. Go with the Gut. Heart > Head. TTYL... as in 2night.
However, U know what is best for Thands.
Right now you got momentum... however, you are building yourself up internally the same way you have integrated your beauty extnerally...
The thing I'm working and discovering about myself is the substance of this quote:
The key here is to realize how complex we are, but at the same token self integration occurs and makes the more simple or beautiful, all just by making an effort and intention alone. To me, this morning... kinda hits me how complex and weird the self can be at times... you have noticed this too... Anyway, you are in a transition to unify yourself... Anais Nin Sums up the Self:
“We do not grow absolutely, chronologically. We grow sometimes in one dimension, and not in another; unevenly. We grow partially. We are relative. We are mature in one realm, childish in another. The past, present, and future mingle and pull us backward, forward, or fix us in the present. We are made up of layers, cells, constellations
I dunno about the gig either... it does seem it would cost you introspectively, it is not conducive to internal growth.. it would only spread you out thinner... My answer is go with your gut. Your instincts told you to get out... for a reason.
I can't have everyone think I wanna be Toto.
LOL
I dunno if how you would take on the extra gig...
I mean you gotta keep in mind you are human.
I gotta a ton of stuff to work on research wise and extra curricular.
Talk To Ya 2mara Dorothy.
Check your texts for the meaning of the second image.
Hey U, seriously... I've got a lot to do but 2mara afternoon/evening... I'll have more.
Also, still that buzz has to be pretty strong of accomplishment...
Envious... j/k.
You deserve it.
Have a great afternoon sekc.
LOL, I see you were checking out the image thread... what do you think of yours? What do you think of my perception?
I got a ton to do this week., I was just handed another position opening up for a social psych/anthropology research study. It begins in June...
Stoked, however it's more to prep for. Oh yeah, I'll get both things to you later 2day.
Yeah, here is the paradox... like the life of discipline, however.. I had your voice in my head bout variety, here is the quote that sums up 'not wanting to do the same shit over and over...'
I am an excitable person who only understands life lyrically, musically, in whom feelings are much stronger as reason. I am so thirsty for the marvelous that only the marvelous has power over me. Anything I can not transform into something marvelous, I let go. Reality doesn't impress me. I only believe in intoxication, in ecstasy, and when ordinary life shackles me, I escape, one way or another. No more walls.”
Anais Nin
It is official... You are my hero.
GOOD LUCK 2DAY.
Hey Sexy.... I"m gonna be dreaming of U.
Winning it ALL that is.
Call me in morning... I need to wake up anyway early...
Thands... I actually wore myself out talking...lOL
I'm still wary of tricky Thandy.
The deepest experience of the creator is feminine, for it is experience of receiving and bearing.
Rainer Maria Rilke
Check your texts, one thing at a time.
Hey, we will work on more 2mara.
LOL I'm pretty sure that's what Im supposed to do.
LOL, Wednesday is a little weary for both of us... Well think of it this way, Miercoles is named after Mercury, the messenger god... the god of transitions...
One thing fo sho, May will fly by, it is just a transition. Just take notice... and abide Hawt Nutrisionist, will be a Hawt Transitionist.... LOL.
I'm not even sure what that means..LOL.
Okay back to work, very soon... re reading articles I thought I got, and now I don't remember.
Noon it shall be.
Hit the shower, vacuum, then Gym...
7 times a day. Wow.
My hero... Seriously.
I forgot I'm talking to hawtie zen priestess... you are bionic... if It's okay I'll call at noon your time... If you are busy though, I'lll just call when you are free.
LOL, I just gawt up... I'm gonna stay up. What time are you eating lunch?
Hola senorita, I've been fucking around, after I gawt back... You down gonna be up for 40 more minutes?
My phone will be officially working in 40 minutes according to AT&T.
It is weird, I have not texted or talked all day, except offline I said some pretty kewl shit in class...LOL
-It was to me- Undergrads, prolly not moved by it...LOL.
Gonna have a truckload of 'articles' coming your way tonight. I got grad work out the...
I don't have to do jack 2mara, so I'm pulling an all nighter after my 12 hour coma.
All I got 2mara is hit the gym. Can't beat that.
Heading home now from campus... 50 minute drive, Call ya when I get home.
Lata Thandzilla
Hey Thanddamonium, Nokia is down, but I get internet, weird no? Can't text, or call, but can surf... weird. I will give ya a call when I get off of campus.
I slept 12 HOURS like as soon as I hit the pillow.
My phone is down for 1 day. I have a back up though. I will call 2mara Hawtness. I was being facetious in saying you were worried, and pacing back and forth with so much anxiety, worrying... 'What if by some reason the plane is Hijacked/Crashes/or Explodes. Just Beside yourself Without Ariel in Your life... I mean the Threat of that... I know you have an indomitable Will, however I'm unsure if you could move on... So kidding.
I'm going to bed now GnIght... ThandaBear.
homeward bound.. Just lettin u know I got in safe... I know u have been a wreck all afternoon worrying.... Lol, I'm 1 hour away from home... lol, talk 2MARA
Hey ThanasTacia
Falling in line now... Boarding Finally.
Give ya a call 2mara.
I'm crashing as soon as I get home.
Oh Check your pm's.... around 7ish your time.
I'm almost done and can finish up on the plane.
Lata Sekc.
Stop it, Im getting enamored....LOL
Hey Thantastic.. yeah check your pm's in a couple, in 3 hours we leave for the air port...
Rilke agrees with your take:
".... have patience with everything unresolved in your heart and... try to love the questions themselves as if they were locked rooms or books written in a very foreign language.... Live the questions now. Perhaps then, someday far in the future, you will gradually, without even noticing it, live your way into the answer."
— Rainer Maria Rilke
Believe that with your feelings and your work you are taking part in the greatest; the more strongly you cultivate this belief, the more will reality and the world go forth from it.
This reminds me of you.
The Stentorian Will behind it, not the audacity or glory... The Power of Self Mastery.
I just moved to the patio, she called and is not returning until midnight. I get the hint.
She is gonna give me a ride to the airport... which is good, it's a 70 minute ride.
Thanx Thandie.
I don't know how you do classes on weekend... Wow.
LOL, sorry, I get carried away. Its a move based on ignorance and self destruction. Freud had Thanatos and Eros as subconscious drives. Freud was a genius, just his foundation was based too much on... well, Sex.
Looking forward to it.
Thanx
Texting U.
I think I made a THANatos move yesterday.
How is the Weekend?
Hey U...
Missing my Thanadrol....
Snoring Beauty is still asleep. Hope Classes are going well Thandalicious.
I just touched down and have half and hour to wait before she arrives.
Thandzilla... we will talk Monday...
Have a tranquil Weekend.
Just doing morning rounds, hunting the exotic Thandzilla....
You have me intrigued... I'm gonna send you something right now.
Intrigue seems to be the flavor of the month...
It takes a big man to admit he's wrong...
Or in this case a 5 8, adorable, translucently handsome, with a peerless humility... lol,
Filipino Prince Without Sin -yeah right-.
2mara you are getting bugged...
severely, you are lucky I got 2 hours of sleep last night.
Thought I'd get a brief glimpse of inspiration b4 I leave Campus.
You were right I was totally wrong about NYC. LOL
You make me smile.
Invigorating Thandie is.
My Mac and I must agree on this.
It's up and running now.
As soon as I finish this review session for Psych of the Mind Recitation, well after lecture, I'm free.
It is strange that subconscious thing, no?
The 'articles' I'm gonna send... should please you.... I hope.
Each friend represents a world in us, a world not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born.
Anais Nin
I gotta head now and prep for class lecture, she' s not coming today, and I get to lecture, I love this.
However, fucked around this morning, and now gotta do a quick review so I don't waste these kids or their parents money.
Looking forward to tonight.
Have a most tranquil day.
Hey Gorgeous...
Just wanted to say Hi.
I've gotta head out soon hawtness. However I b4 I finish this thing up I gotta lay this down.
Thandie its not hogwash, we will talk soon, I only put 'wear those clothes' on campus. I studied out on west coast, and moving back to midwest university... it's different.
What is standarized knowledge on psyche, is understood as a little out there and abstract in midwest, which is more therapeutical than theoretical. So I have to do my best to show restraint in world of Academia, so I'm not ridiculed and lose my credibility that my interpretations on article selection for research validation lose no ground.
Morning Thandie...
Just got back from cardio and have a lil time to goof off b4 I head to campus...
I got something for ya...
Naahhh...
Pointing things out kills the dynamic.
Hey, I've been flip flopping all morning.
Now It's focus time...
How's 3 central/4 eastern sound?
Ummm... E Crush Alert...
LOL
That's my cousin the photo Percy, cutie ain't she. She's now 24.. and visiting in August, she might go to Mizzou Grad School of journalism. Anyway, smarter than me, she's got a tranquil, pacififying vibe... and is always wanting to know how 'you' are feeling.
I so dig that. Anyway, I wear her like a badge, just cause I' so proud of her and that she's visiting. I'm working on your project as we speak. It is what I should have done first Thandie... here is why
1. Philosophical base or Understanding your Persona
2. Type of Conduct or Activity, this is what the chart is used for. How you do it is between you and 'your guide'.
3. A 'Pranic' Awareness, a more refined, yet active awareness in which you are conected with others and less clouded with delusion. A more compassionate, autonomous self should be key here.
Are you looking for purely spiritual writings or material pertaining to a specific topic like paganism, wicca, Qabala, reincarnation, etc.? You might like "The Field" by Lynn McTaggart or the book/movie "what the bleep?" (I'd actually recommend seeing the movie first then reading the book). And then I like to tell everyone about this place:
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You better let me know when you're coming to NYC. I'll show you around! I want to tell you that you don't have to do the 5 Koshas, but I'd be bullshitting you. I want you to, LOL! I'm totally into that!!!
tonight I promise 7 central 5 koshas finished.
You aint' seen nothin yet.
When I go to NYC to visit my brother at Peninsula Hospital, you need to point me out to the best coffeeshops. Not Serendipity...LOL.
Friday, I have time. I'll PM U the 5 core Koshas -Sheathes- or Core Dimensions of your persona.
Then You can Plug me with questions.
Either way have a tranquil Thursday Thandie.
Lol!!!
no u rawk. I'm high maint... Lol
I have!!
Is my post invisible?
Hey Thands... pleez, hit me at my 'house'... I always get a spark of dopamine elevation, and sensation of passing joy when I get that Private Message Response... Paavlov'd Conditioned.
Pretty please?
no family all docs... If i wanna remain in family then i have to goto med school, psychiatry it has to be, i'm not therapist material... Those people have to have heart & will, and tremendous empathy... I'm gonna teach and research... Thanx for all the luv...
thands... watching undergrads take 2nd to last test.... thanx 4 shout out... This saturday it'll be completed.
Yeah!!!!!
I'm trying to follow what the chart says. Only because is so darn accurate!
Fyi, You have moved me forward to a different phase at a faster speed to which my healing therapist has moved me; and she has helped me made progress quite fast, btw!
Just this bit of feedback. You're going to be amazing; if you aren't already!
Will you be going for a PHD? Just curious..
This weekend I'll the 5 dominant -koshas- or sheathes of your persona. Saturday I'm free to dedicate.
Definitely fun! I love this stuff!
I'm glad it correlates. I just woke up. I should have the rest done later today.
Fun to do Thandie. Just glad the overall matches up.
Cant wait to see what you've got! Superwoman thing, Lol!
Have a great saturday as well. Hoping tomorrow is a sunny day..
Sunday it shall be finished.
Have a tranquil Saturday.
Oh, and yeah, I'll hoist U up on the comic book thread. I just like, do whoever has the hawt hand in my head and correlates with whatever I'm feeling at that moment.
-Not Systematic-.
I know you're busy..
I'm looking forward to it!!!
Gimme a couple of days, busy catching up with academic duties, but I'll have something more
'current' for ya.
This is so exciting! are you from guatemala? I'm talking about your mother slapping comment..
I don't have class till 2 mara, and couldn't sleep after I arrived back in Mo.
So I played around with some ideas...
In an hour, you may wanna check your pm's.
I then have to get back to TA duties of grading papers and a few articles for this week.
Awesome!
Thandie, I was working midway, and then checked your messages. I'm so glad you told me, changes everything... I"ll pm u why.
I promise, but sometimes they scare me. They're very hardcore. I promise, nonetheless! Thank you!
Thandie I will only do your analysis if you promise to visit C&C more often.
J/K... It's playtime for me.
I can answer on your page 2? Hmm, have to figure that! Yes, my babies are cute. I have a daughter.
oo u answer on here !! u know u can answer back on my page 2 lol !! yea they are cute .. do u have kids? if u dont mind me asking ?
Good morning! bright and early today??
Did you see my babies at the bottom of the page?
good morning sunshine!!
hows spanish harlem treating ya?
Hey girl!! Thanks for visiting!!!!!!
hey there pretty lady
Hmm, does that mean you're in great shape too?!
Thank you, Btw!
Great talking to you as well, Rick! Funny to put a voice to the picture..
Oh, thank you!
Can you believe this is the first time I see this?? Me bad!
Hello,, I just wanted to say HI......
Ola Thandie!
Thanks Hun for all your support. It means allot to me
i hope you had a wonderful Thanksgiving Day hon
Thandie...to say you look great is an understatement! WOW
Wow - no one could believe your 52. Very impressive. I'm 1/2 your age - I hope I'm in that kinda shape at 52 -
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