cindylou

?? there is potentially alot of things that you could be wtfing about that ive said lol. but if its the profile pic it refers back to Ebony's who is the unchilliest ef'er. where we were talking bout my thong.. and my ass tattoo. so i figured i would slip that in there with all my stuff

Is your avi you "falling off the wagon"? OMFG LOLOLOLOLOL so funny sweetheart!

Sorry if I seemed combative. I wasn't trying to be

Agreed...I went a long time without being able to hear his voice in my life and the first time it did it changed everything.

Oh. Haha. I was checking my sent k msgs like did I say something to Cindy I forgot about?

Hiiii. what's that for?

Lol...I'm trying to post more. All the while working. Having you as a fan is very inspiring to do more. Thought you'd like to know that! xx

I'm honestly not upset with you...I was more taken aback by smurfy's comment, but even that I kind of understand. I can't hold it against people for being wary about that sort of thing, it's not easy to deal with - I'M not always easy to deal with. But I wish the stigma were not against the taking of the meds...at least people who take meds are trying to do something about it (though I do believe a lot of people in psychiatry see meds as a be all end all cure, where I see it as something that should get you up just enough to where you can do the rest of the work on your own). I've known a lot of people who self medicated with drugs, alcohol, other variations of acting out and I know some people won't get the help they need because of that stigma.

Anyway, not meaning to get preachy, just wanted you to know I wasn't angry with you.

thanks

I dunno if he is. I just said that cuz I was bored. I haven't been around long enough to know who would be and who wouldn't be. Lol