Tell me about it bro, I first saw that horrific piece of work more than four months ago and I still frequently wake up soaking in sweat and screaming with a raging hard on, thereby forcing me to rub a couple out. Hopefully one day the pain will stop.
Kubricks "Clockwork Orange" is a kiddie flick compared to "Full Metal Jacket".
My Zen teacher had us watch Full Metal Jacket as an exericise in detachment.
I'll never watch it again.