I AM SEEING THIS BUETIFUL HALF BLACK HALF ITIALIAN GIRL WHO SEEMS TO BE VERY NICE SHE IS 24 AND HAS HER MASTERS IN PHYSCOLOGY WORKS WITH TROUBLED KIDS AND FAMILIES AND WILL HOPEFULLY HAVE HER OWN PRACTICE ONE DAY. WE HAVE NOT HAD SEX YET AND WE HAVE BEEN SEEING EACH OTHER FOR ABOUT THREE WEEKS NOW BUT WE DO FOOL AROUND. SHE HAS GIVEN ME A BLOW JOB TWICE IT WAS GREAT AND I AM REALLY TURNED ON BY IT BUT RIGHT AFTER I CUM I JUST WANT HER TO LEAVE AND I SEEM TO GET REAL MAD AND ALMOST DISGUSTED WITH HER EVEN THOUGH SHE IS A GOOD GIRL AND IS SAYING WE CAN'T HAVE SEX YET. I JUST BROKE UP WITH A STRIPPER AFTER BEING WITH HER FOR A YR AND 2 MONTHS SHE TURNED OUT TO BE A SCUMBAG, I'M THINKING I AM JUST MAD AT WOMEN AND LOOK DOWN ON THEM AFTER I CUM LIKE THEY ARE DIRTY BUT THAT AIN'T RIGHT AT ALL. WILL THIS FEELING GO AWAY?? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO TURN WHAT I HAVE WITH THIS NEW GIRL INTO SOMETHING GOOD BECAUSE SHE SEEMS RIGHT NOW TO BE PERFECT FOR ME AND NOT LOOK AT HER OR GET ANGRY WITH HER OR IN GENERAL AFTER SEX? ANY SUGGESTIONS.