If you want something similar to trenbolone, but not the trenbolone, I would suggest you to run this cycle:
Weeks 1-16
Testosterone enantahte - 500 mgs
Equipoise - 500 mgs
Turinabol for the first 6 weeks as kick starter - 50 mgs
Aromasin 10 mgs EOD
EQ is quite similar to trenbolone, but it barely has any side effects to be concerned about, especially when compared to trenbolone, and it works considerably slower, hence the cycle length. Yet, with it you will get some lean gains.
Turinabol would be a better kickstarter, since it gives just as much muscle mass as dianabol, but without water retention.