Haha, I got the pic from a profile on bodybuilding.com, (nohomo)First thing I would do is stop doing cardio after your lifts. Do cardio in the AM on an empty stomach, maybe just black coffee. I made this mistake before thinking I wanted to ‘get big’ and ‘cut’ at the same time, it simply doesn’t work. You need to figure out which one is more important to you now and accomplish one of them at a time. I would revisit the idea of a cycle after 6 months and do what you can naturally first. You not only need to start showing up in the gym, you need to SHOW UP IN THE GYM. I know a lot of people that ‘go to the gym’ but just showing up doesn’t count lol I’m not saying that’s your case. Maybe even look into a personal trainer to push you.
PS: I’m not even going to ask where/how you got the ‘dream pic’
I'm definitely cutting at the moment, I'm definitely looking to add morning cardio to the routine, I love scivation xtend but I can't justify buying it as I'm saving up for my future cycle. Trust me when I'm in the gym I don't slouch, I go by myself always so there is no distractions, as of right now I'd rather be skinny ripped than muscular chubby. I figure after my bf% is low I can add mass with test (I gain muscle well usually, but with quite a bit of fat as mentioned previously) and then it will be easier to lean out to get that shredded look and maintain. Again I don't even want to get that big at all. Appreciate the advice