told my fiance...

[Phemomena]

about the gear tonite... he didn't have any idea, but all of the sudden he's telling me how much he likes the elite fitness boards and can see why i post so much here... (just a little background, he's not as serious about fitness as i am, but he does workout... it took him weeks and weeks of debate before he decided to 'use creatine ')

i'm thinking he'll put 2 and 2 together and figure out who i am eventually and then know all about it... soooo i decided i'd rather he hear it from me...

he wasn't mad... didn't freak, was a little surprised, but actually was pretty cool about it...he says he's alright with it since he knows i always have my head on my shoulders and i've been working so hard to get where i want to be... he knows that i've done all my research and that i would never do anything that would harm me... nice to know he has that kind of confidence and support for me... he actually went so far to say that it was kinda 'cute'... don't know what he meant by that??

it feels great to get that off my chest... he's the best guy ever, and i hate keeping things from him... i just wasn't sure how he'd react... its been so hard for me to sneak behind his back all the time too...


well, things are all good here...

 

[Sassy69]

Congrats! I still think your best defense is offense --- educate him! Fear comes from ignorance or naivite.

 

[ColumboWeiser]

Glad you told him! I have told my woman everything...she is cool with most stuff, exept slin...but I think I have her talked into letting me use it

 

[KBgrl]

WOW phem.. good for u!! i know... i hate lying. it would eat me up too if i had to live with the person and lie to him all the time. i was going to lie to my b/f but we broke up so now i can shoot up all the roids in the world and dont have to feel guilty about it, lol . ahhhh -- u must feel like a ton of bricks have been removed from ur chest...good feeling!! well phem.. this is day 2 on anna for me. dont feel that much different. only two things... i did lift a lil heavier today BUT i really think it was my mind set.. i was feeling pumped b/c i knew i was pumped sort of thing. also-- ive just stopped all eca's and shit (im gonna stay off all fat burners for about 4-6 weeks) my appetite is crazy!!! today i was out to lunch with my mom... she orders a cheese burger with fries and i get grilled chicken salad oh joy!! anyway.. i used to be a vegetarian now i eat poultry and seafood.. but i wanted that beef man!! i cant believe i was actually craving red meat it usually repulses me but i was like this hungry ass MOFO. sometimes its hard for me to eat chicken or turkey. i just have this lil voice inside me that likes to remind me of what it is i am actually eating... its horrible.. its like i feel guilty allll the time..poor lil animals!! anywho im doing good though..sticking to my diet and all... i threw in an extra cardio today just for the hell of it and thats it really. hey-- keep an eye on those nose bleeds ya hear. just lookin out for a fellow elite sista -- KBgrl

 

[poohbear]

good for you

 

[Daeo]

I'm assuming that your fiance doesn't use AS. It's kind of weird hearing a woman tell a man that she's using AS. Usually it's the other way around. I think you did the right thing. Honesty is key. And maybe you'll persuade him into using AS himself...

 

[Phemomena]

I'm assuming that your fiance doesn't use AS. It's kind of weird hearing a woman tell a man that she's using AS. Usually it's the other way around. I think you did the right thing. Honesty is key. And maybe you'll persuade him into using AS himself...

hehe i doubt that'll happen... i've told him that when I think he's ready i'll hook him up with a sweet cycle

yup... its been a weird situation all around... i've been really serious into my workouts for about 3 years now, and he's more a 'recreational' gym guy... though i have inspired him to take it a lot more seriously... he's obviously stronger than me (he's 6'2'' and a really lean 180) but there are times when i think he's only doing it to compete with me... (i don't think he'd like to be shamed i think that this actually made him feel better since i'm quickly closing in on some of his weights (in things like quad curls, squats, dls))

he teased me today saying at least his abs are natural... i said that mines looked better still... he had no comment to that !

 

[tripleV]

good 4 you. my husband and i will be starting a cycle together in a few weeks. diff gear. will see how this goes 2 of us!?!

 

[natglutes]

Phem................
Honesty is the best policy, since the 2 of you are planning on spending the rest of your lives together. Good for you, dont think for a minute that your abs are not natural........
Looking great

 

[MaligntRED]

Curious???

My boyfriend was taking Deca at one time before I moved up to be with him, and he has since stopped taking it.

I have heard alot of negative stuff about using...my question is....what does it really do to a woman's body besides the obvious....make it beautiful. Saw your pics, Phemom....very nice. I have heard all sorts of things including making it to where you can't bare kids. That's the one thing I do want and at 31 years old and the fact that I might not be able to get pregnant anyway...I don't want to take the chance of using and not being able to have kids at all.

And since you know me and my story Phemom...if I did start using something, what should I use and when would be the right time?

Once I get down to my weight goal...I will have to post before and after pics. LOL.