lol no, actually I'm not afraid to die at all. I have anxiety because I'm afraid of being afraid if that makes any sense. I fear the feeling even though it won't kill me, sorta like some people are afraid of heartache and go to extreme lengths to avoid that. It is totally irrational but it is what it is. Plus, I'm a bit of a control freak.
lol no, actually I'm not afraid to die at all. I have anxiety because I'm afraid of being afraid if that makes any sense. I fear the feeling even though it won't kill me, sorta like some people are afraid of heartache and go to extreme lengths to avoid that. It is totally irrational but it is what it is. Plus, I'm a bit of a control freak.