Testosterone for depression

[Loths]

I have a real issue... all my life I have suffered from depression... and for those who dont know waht it is.. is some serious shit... it really blurs your perception of things.

I went to therapy, tried self help books, and was generally trying really hard to modify my aptitude... I helped and allot... changed my though and conclusion process. Working out helped allot to channel my energies and frustrations, I used to call my routines the "pain killer".

On my very first cycle and started with Deca and EQ (real things I bough overseas). I used the common diamond pattern. At the middle of the cycle Triet Testo E. And for the first time in my life I had what I call clarity of mind.. and though... this is how optimist people must feel.. It was great.

It was hard to end that cycle, and from then on I knew that depression was in part related to hormones...

I decided to try the comon remedies (prozac, zolof, etc) none of that help.

Four years later (up to day) I decied to do another cycle. Its a low dosage, 14 week cycle, with DECA, EQ, Winny, PRimo, and Test E. Basically, every three weeks, I shift substance, moving towards low angdrogenic. My Dosage does not pass the 350mg/week in the hole ccyle. I am looking for real gain.

While On Test E. again, the same thing happened.. I am having clarity of mind and I am more balance.

KNow I am in a dilema... I am not looking for an excuse to juice none stop. But I wonder, could I take low dosage of Test E, lest say 50mg every 14 days...I am aware of the silent side effect of juice, and I want to be careful.

This is a hard decission, and probably will not take it. But I am courious about this particular effect Test E has on me.

 

[thelion2005]

I have a real issue... all my life I have suffered from depression... and for those who dont know waht it is.. is some serious shit... it really blurs your perception of things.

I went to therapy, tried self help books, and was generally trying really hard to modify my aptitude... I helped and allot... changed my though and conclusion process. Working out helped allot to channel my energies and frustrations, I used to call my routines the "pain killer".

On my very first cycle and started with Deca-Durabolin - nandrolone decanoate - and Equipoise - boldenone undecylenate - (real things I bough overseas). I used the common diamond pattern. At the middle of the cycle Triet Testo E. And for the first time in my life I had what I call clarity of mind.. and though... this is how optimist people must feel.. It was great.

It was hard to end that cycle, and from then on I knew that depression was in part related to hormones...

I decided to try the comon remedies (prozac, zolof, etc) none of that help.

Four years later (up to day) I decied to do another cycle. Its a low dosage, 14 week cycle, with DECA, EQ, Winstrol - stanozolol, Primobolan - methenolone - , and testosterone enanthate. Basically, every three weeks, I shift substance, moving towards low angdrogenic. My Dosage does not pass the 350mg/week in the hole ccyle. I am looking for real gain.

While On Test E. again, the same thing happened.. I am having clarity of mind and I am more balance.

KNow I am in a dilema... I am not looking for an excuse to juice none stop. But I wonder, could I take low dosage of Test E, lest say 50mg every 14 days...I am aware of the silent side effect of juice, and I want to be careful.

This is a hard decission, and probably will not take it. But I am courious about this particular effect Test E has on me.

What a great question!!

I am no Dr, of course. But what works, works and you seem to have found something. Perhaps your seritonin (sp) levels are being raised by the testo.

I know I get a feeling of confidence and power on a cycle. Maybe you are getting that.

Did I see a blood test result here? Like to know what happened while on a cycle.

As for your question, I don't know how old you are. I'm 64 and being on low dosage HRT (test and HGH) is forever for me. And I have no fear.

 

[Loths]

Hi, I am on late thirties. I did a blood test before this cycle and plan to do one at the end (just before the PCT) I have also documeneted my cycle with progress charts, picture and journals. I dig the research part.

This is about my third cyle, and have to say its better than my first cycle. Low dosage, trying to promote protein synthesis and possitive nitrogen retention. I am really trying to avoid the other effects of steriods (the massive pumps, the vein pumping, the superb vascularity). The main reason is I really like thats great Feeling, being huge/Massive, but thats not a real thing, something that you can keep and maintain certain degree of quality/quantity of life.

That why I rather do cycles, I can always look forward to another cycle in about 16 months.

I dont want to stay on juice none stop. I am on my 10 week, (out of the 14 week) cycle, and I should not have taking Test E, but I was facing depression, and someting importnat is happening next week and needed the proper attitude...which I have right know... there lies the problem... there will be other situation in my life that demand the best attitude...


I will reasearch this more and post comments.

Thanks

What a great question!!

I am no Dr, of course. But what works, works and you seem to have found something. Perhaps your seritonin (sp) levels are being raised by the testo.

I know I get a feeling of confidence and power on a cycle. Maybe you are getting that.

Did I see a blood test result here? Like to know what happened while on a cycle.

As for your question, I don't know how old you are. I'm 64 and being on low dosage HRT (test and human growth hormone - somatropin - ) is forever for me. And I have no fear.

 

[Loths]

This is interesting!

http://www.webmd.com/depression/news/20030103/testosterone-may-help-depressed-men

 

[goin on 4T]

Helped me with my depression and now on test pellets for constant testosterone release into the body.

 

[connovar]

Depression has many causes like most things in medicine. Low levels of free testosterone can be one of them. Testosterone can impact the adrenergic and seratonin receptors but so can cocaine or methamphetamine. So you cant base just the symptom relief on what you injested/injected.

The smart thing to do is have an appropriate work up for all the major known physiologic caueses of depression. Ask you doc to check for free test (not just total, also look for estradiol levels. Then giving the findings a trial of test may be indicated. Howver if you have high normal free test etc you probably are looking at other causes and should investigate those.

 

[ALIN]

This is interesting!

http://www.webmd.com/depression/news/20030103/testosterone-may-help-depressed-men

thats a very good read.

 

[connovar]

thats a very good read.

Thanks for the link! Its to bad they didnt look at the estradiol levels and see if that may have been a difference btw the resonders and nonresponders to the HRT.

 

[advanced-stealth]

Good read.

This is interesting!

http://www.webmd.com/depression/news/20030103/testosterone-may-help-depressed-men

 

[Loths]

Good read.

I have been analyzing this effect of Test E. on me. I have found that about 4-6 hours after the injection I get that feeling. But the next day I wake up, I am depress... it must be the conversion to estrogen...or the like.

Maybe other types of Testo will be better for this application.