Luke, come on man! When I was 16 back in the a/s/l AOL days I knew more from a week of research than I could have ever imagined knowing. I understand the research and all the chemistry seems daunting but with all the sites that are out there, especially nowadays you could not only learn the answers to all your questions, but the reasons why we're saying what we're saying. This doesn't have to be a lifestyle bro, but for example at least know the dangers a tren/deca cycle can have. At this point, if anything at all! You should be asking how many mgs of test you should be running a week, and what a proper PCT should entail. That would be a good start and a good first cycle for you, when you're ready.