btw: I think you need to re-evaluate why you want to use steriods. at 148 you cannot expect to get huge after a couple cycles so it can't be that. is it impatience? if so you are pursuing the wrong sport. also you need to learn how your body responds to weight training first, you can't expect to gain much with "help" if you don't know how to do it by yourself.
and don't bother to respond saying that's it's your choice to do what you want to do: blah blah blah, sure it is. but I'm not gonna play any part in it.