In Atlantic city I was gambling with a girl I met on the board walk at 630 in the morning...she was in her underwear...crazy chick...I pulled the plug when she told me she needed to take her pill...and she popped a birth control pill right in front of me...
Hung out with a girl 2 fridays ago, she wanted perhaps more, I wasn't really feeling it...
And the gym yesterday this girl gave me her number so I might hang out with her latenight friday...
But its been rough...im really all messed up in the head because of her...And im a good guy, sex means something to me...what i had with my ex was majical...so i think its going to take time...
just really into the gym right now...but I always go into a gym shell after tough times.