Second pct didn't work. I'm desperate. Please help.

[konstantinos.]

Hi guys,

I'm new in this forum even I've been reading the last months a lot here.

I'm 27 and I've done 3 cycles. After the second I was shut down, my test levels where below normal and when they raised to the low normal range I did the mistake to start my 3rd cycle. The cycle with the pct ended at the beginning of August. 14 weeks bulk cycle. The first seven weeks I did susta deca and dianabol and the last seven test-350 boldenone and anadrol. I use HCG from the 3rd week of my cycle till before I started pct which was clomid/nolva and unleashed and post cycle supplements for 4 weeks. During the cycle I got a lump under my nipple and I had to take letrozole to make it go away. At the end of the cycle and through my pct my libido wasn't the best but I could perform most of the times and I didn't feel tired through the day.

6 weeks after pct I did blood test and from then I am f*cked.

test 0,66 (2,4-8,3)
free test 5,5 (8,7-54,7)
lh 0,07 (1,5-9,3)
fsh 0,7 (1,4-18,1)

prolactin, E2 and all the other were ok.

I went to my endo and he told me to wait and naturally recover. He said that all this HCG nolva clomid pct is bullshit.

After that I decided to do a second pct. 6 shots of HCG 1500iu EOD and after nolva/clomid for 4 weeks and aromasin throughout and HCGENERARE supplement. I got the lump again and again had to take letrozole and it finally when away for good. It's been the second week since I finished the second pct and my sex drive is zero and I'm getting very anxious. I have morning wood and I can masturbate but when I'm with my girlfriend it's like hell and I'm very embarrassed even thought she understands. My balls thought haven't shrank at all.

I know that I did a heavy cycle and I regret and it's been 4 months and I can't go with it. What can I do?
Will I eventually recover naturally? I don't what HRT or TRT.

Sorry for the long post and please help.

 

[dorian jr]

I keep using tamoxifen 40 mg per day and expect a little more. For now use viagra or cialis with your girlfriend. I would suspend any IA for now they can detonate the libido.

 

[silent_revolver]

I have the same problem sometimes, and I often think the effects are psychosomatic rather than physiological. Having morning wood is a good indication that your body is producing a good amount of test naturally, the lack of sex drive however is not something that could be countered by viagra or cialis. Trust me, I lost my boner half way when I was on cialis. I thought I was at the end of the road. But then I realised the problem goes much deeper, by keep worrying about it the entire day, I was anxious to have sex, it became a chore rather than an enjoyable act.

Take the negative thoughts out of your mind bro, your girl like mine is understanding and it is you who is putting pressure on yourself. Visualize yourself getting a hard on and bonking her hard. Just meditate and think about bonking. Once you clear your head of negative thoughts, you will be back in the game.