as you have already figured out, tren is a bad idea... look bro, im an athlete as well... triathlete but i played basketball in college and i know what its like to be injured and to also get to a level where you feel you just can't get better... its tough, i understand but you must be wise on what you do... you can't afford to be getting on cycles with a lot of side effects that will effect your performance... test will definitely help but then its gets tricky... i would probably lean more towards test with anavar and proviron on the back end... you could also do a tbol kickstart... you don't want to gain too much size but you want performance enhancement and i think this would definitely assist... honestly, sarms make me feel better than anything and you could get performance increase with them as well...