New here so, hi everyone! I'm looking for some girl to girl advice on my first cycle. I have about 10 thousand questions that I can't seem to find answers for no matter how heavily I wear google out.
First off, I'm 30, 5'3", and much too ashamed of myself to post my weight and BF%. I used to work out heavily and even received my personal training certificate in '08. A mere 6 months later I fell into a deep depression. Won't bore everyone with the details but I let myself get fat, soft, and unhealthy. Here's the skinny: I'm back in the gym. I don't care if I "blow up" for a little while and, and I want to try a cycle 25ml deca twice weekly and 10mg anavar once a day. I've read alot about negative side effects and I've no problem turning my body into my own private chemistry set,(I did alot of that in high school). I would just like to hear some real life experience from women who might have tried this before. Also, am I pushing it too far having just begun again? I don't believe that steroids are a "magic cure" or anything like that. I simply think that they might help me get where I like to be without having to slim down before I build all that super sexy muscle I want. I get reasonably buff on my own, but I always wanted to look like I was carved out of marble. Any suggestions are welcome. Thanks!
First off, I'm 30, 5'3", and much too ashamed of myself to post my weight and BF%. I used to work out heavily and even received my personal training certificate in '08. A mere 6 months later I fell into a deep depression. Won't bore everyone with the details but I let myself get fat, soft, and unhealthy. Here's the skinny: I'm back in the gym. I don't care if I "blow up" for a little while and, and I want to try a cycle 25ml deca twice weekly and 10mg anavar once a day. I've read alot about negative side effects and I've no problem turning my body into my own private chemistry set,(I did alot of that in high school). I would just like to hear some real life experience from women who might have tried this before. Also, am I pushing it too far having just begun again? I don't believe that steroids are a "magic cure" or anything like that. I simply think that they might help me get where I like to be without having to slim down before I build all that super sexy muscle I want. I get reasonably buff on my own, but I always wanted to look like I was carved out of marble. Any suggestions are welcome. Thanks!