Lumberg
New member
So I'm 37 and haven't had kids. Have very low test and went on 2 pumps Androgel 1.62% per day. The results are amazing. I think I've had low test all my life because I'm more confident than I've ever felt. Less anxiety, able to socialize better, starting to really show my stuff at work, that kind of thing.
Saw my endo last week, my test is at 788 (he has me test in the morning AFTER a dose--don't most tell you to skip the morning's dose before a blood test?). He says LH and FSH are close to zero, but if you still want to have kids, you'll have to try to get your body's production to turn back on. So he told me to drop down to 1 pump per day.
I feel TERRIBLE. Listless, nervous. I actually had a panic attack today. Feel paranoid, like innocent things or normal developments at work that I disagree with are actually somehow targeted toward me or signal me getting fired. Just crazy thoughts, which I used to have before I started the Androgel. (I'm convinced I've always had low test, it just got REALLY low in my 30s due to stress and maybe lots of drug/alcohol abuse contributed to it. I'm clean now)
Anyway I'm not sure if I can take this. It's awful and it's only been 5 days.
Are there tricks to not going sterile while being on TRT? Or being able to turn sperm production back on when I'm ready to have kids (dating a great girl now but not ready to have kids)? Freezing my swimmers?
Help! I know this is a slow board but this is the only place I could think of to turn. Thanks.
Saw my endo last week, my test is at 788 (he has me test in the morning AFTER a dose--don't most tell you to skip the morning's dose before a blood test?). He says LH and FSH are close to zero, but if you still want to have kids, you'll have to try to get your body's production to turn back on. So he told me to drop down to 1 pump per day.
I feel TERRIBLE. Listless, nervous. I actually had a panic attack today. Feel paranoid, like innocent things or normal developments at work that I disagree with are actually somehow targeted toward me or signal me getting fired. Just crazy thoughts, which I used to have before I started the Androgel. (I'm convinced I've always had low test, it just got REALLY low in my 30s due to stress and maybe lots of drug/alcohol abuse contributed to it. I'm clean now)
Anyway I'm not sure if I can take this. It's awful and it's only been 5 days.
Are there tricks to not going sterile while being on TRT? Or being able to turn sperm production back on when I'm ready to have kids (dating a great girl now but not ready to have kids)? Freezing my swimmers?
Help! I know this is a slow board but this is the only place I could think of to turn. Thanks.