I'm a newbie so I have no advise to give except there something you've done HORRIBLY wrong here.
You are a seasoned vet of 25 years that is only 39yrs old (started at 14?), been on HRT for 3yrs straight, and only weigh 165lbs???
I would say you fawked yourself up pretty bad and need to start being more responsible.
Go see your doctor and open up to him, get bloods and come back here with some real detailed info the guys on here can start helping you better
You want an internet/forum prescription for adex or Cialis or something? You gotta stop abusing the drugs man. I'm not trying to be a Dick just I just honestly think this is the advise you need and I DO wish the best for you; we all make mistakes
Get better man. You have a wife and kids and a long life ahead of you to live
That's about a correct timeline..I'm only 5'9 so I never really tried to pack on too much weight. I gained some fat after we had a kid, no time for the gym, so I just finished dieting down and lost 26 lbs, I look really lean, have all my abs back and feel fantastic - except no libido. I've ran more cycles in my life than I could ever count and always have good PCT, but, just never had a loss of libido before.
I took Cialis for the past 3 days and it didnt do jack, just shocked that 500mg enan had this affect. 500mg per week for me is very small...