I am wondering about the needle issue as well. I did a dbol cycle for my 1st, but I did so (and at very low dosage) to see how my body would react to gear and to be sure that I would have the proper committment to lifting / eating / resting that is needed during a cycle to make real gains. I did not regret it, but here I am 3 months later doing my 1st test cycle...
If you simply refuse to use needles, ever, I have to wonder why is that? It can't be the pain, becuase there really isn't any...And if you use sterile technique with the right equipment, your chances of infection/abcess are very low (and even if it happens, it can be taken care of.)
So what's your problem? Afraid you are going to turn to heroin after your 1st stick?
Test is the way to go. You want to get big, you have to stick. If you want to beat on your liver, then do a whole bunch of Drol/Dbol/Winny cycles, and see how that works out for you.
Good luck,
Bluesman
Bluesman