Hello everyone, I posted before, "Hoping someone can relate..." about my struggles w/trying to get my start in bb competition while battling my eating disorder. It's still 2 steps forward 1 step back, but I can say that I am recovering, and have been able to successfully--not perfectly--diet down for my first competition, this Saturday, June 3rd. I can't begin to explain the transformation I have been through mentally/emotionally, but I have by no means "arrived", it is still a lot of work, daily, to overcome this, but there have been angels along the way that have helped to guide me and several of them are you gals that responded to my post, and I want to say thank you. To be understood and encouraged by peers who share my passion for this sport means more than anything I can imagine. Thank you again, bless you all, I'll be in touch. Trapqueen