Wulfgar said:
Obviously she isnt the kind of girl you take home to Mom. I was mearly trying to judge everyones idea of what defines the thi line between "kink" and "fucked up"
Ive found that Im pretty fucked up...
Well, take it as I'm saying it hun, no judgement intended, but seems to me you want to screw women you don't a) want to EVER, EVER kiss, b) intend to marry or c) care to respect ...
Also they probably have a defective sense of smell/taste

which usually is caused by a birth defect or low grade brain injury ...
Long story short, Wulfie, it sounds like you suffer from the traditional madonna/whore complex and you've gone just a pinch to the far extreme in terms of what you consider degrading to a sexual partner.
As I said, no judgement, and to each his own, but the real thing is, dear, you should examine what motivates this, because it's not uh, conducive to a healthy relationship ... theoretically we all want to be loved, correct? If I fell in love with a man and he confessed that he found this particular act erotic/had done it in the past, it would shut me down, totally. It's what I would call a deal breaker because, in my mind, if he disrespected someone he had been intimate with THAT much, I'd have to wonder how much he respects himself.