I beat smoking cancer sticks, drinking heavy, a bit to much marching powder at one stage, smoking near a half ounce a day, furious daily masterbation, the Discovery Channel and All day CNN Headline News, McDonalds, carbs, spending all our money on wines and restaurants... I beat all that and more.... no problem. Cold Turkey. I can even dable: go out for drinks and smoke a few, next day? No cravings for cigs at all. No worries.
However...
I cannot stop loggin on to EF. I didn't even make it a whole day. I took a break over the summer as there was no net connection... but at work, I am a shaking, drooling addict after just a few hours of not logging on.
I have got to get a handle on this, I even had one of Velvett's avatars visit me in a dream last night: I woke up bathed in sweat and sporting a tent pole.
Am I the Uber-Loser?

However...
I cannot stop loggin on to EF. I didn't even make it a whole day. I took a break over the summer as there was no net connection... but at work, I am a shaking, drooling addict after just a few hours of not logging on.
I have got to get a handle on this, I even had one of Velvett's avatars visit me in a dream last night: I woke up bathed in sweat and sporting a tent pole.
Am I the Uber-Loser?
