I first started dating a girl at the end of a cycle. A cycle with TREN in not-so-light doeages. A cycle where I had 20 day supply of clomid for pct and that was it. (i moved and lost my source for a quick anws). Anyway not so long after I began thinking I may be with her for a while and that she's really cool. My gear began to malfunction if you will and I crashed hard. This almost sent me into a minor depression after finding a girl for the first time in a year that i really liked, just having moved too. So I told her why I was having problems and why I did the things I did and explained to her the misconceptions and everything, and that was the main part. Being a new relationship she coulda left, she coulda judged me but she didn't and 10 months later i'm about as happy as i've ever been in my life. I am just finishing another cycle now *properly*. I told her hopefully I wont crash and i'll just be a little less agressive; which, after 4months of almost a gram of test a week in my system, i'm sure she's fine with. I can easily see the point of view of those who tell nobody ever, be it for career, family, kids, law etc. I dont try to hide it and she's never told anyone, never threatened too either. However, I too have had to make the promise to never be as big as Jay Cutler. lol. fair enough.