First of all you are entering a very dangerous and complex world. When I say complex, I mean mentally, physiologically, and legally complex. So it not easy. There is no such thing as a casual novice juicer, it either you do and do it the right way or you don't do it at all. You first need to figure out what you are looking to accomplish and do research on your own about the different kind of drugs and what they do. You can get complete steroid profiles on a number of websites. Do a google search. Then you have to start the networking process of gaining the trust of a source (You might lose money a couple time before you find the right place, but that just the way it goes). Also you are gonna have to defend you self and do more research regarding side effects. What drugs cause what and at what dosages they are most likely to occur at. Also you have to be ready to handle when the shit hits the fan.....(prostate cancer, police, etc.) If I were you I would find some test-enanthate (250/mg per ml and take 2ml per week for a 500mg weekly, just to see how your body handles it) and some dbol 10-30 mg per day (they usually come in 10mg pills). Run this for 6 weeks and see how you feel. Your older so maybe you could need the test replacement anyways. If you have any adverse side effect discontinue use immediately. If you don't mind the side effects, and you just wanna be big as fuck... then shoot away and enjoy the ride.