I've written out 1000s of cycle, and I can safely tell you that you look better than 50% of the guys I've seen running gear. That doesn't mean you should be cycling right now. I suggest you start with SARMS and move into a cycle after a good run with S1.
Reading/research material for you:
SARMS - Evolutionary.org
STEROIDS - Evolutionary.org
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Reading/research material for you:
SARMS - Evolutionary.org
STEROIDS - Evolutionary.org
Go here for more info:
Evolutionary.org Forums